Hide

It's not that I want to hide from all of you, especially both of you. I just feel that if I don't do so, all of you might be seeking help from me, doing those things. I just want to be myself. I prefer freedom rather than being instructed to do those things. If you are the winner, you will always be the winner as the fate is the one that determine your future. You can't force anyone to help you change the fate. If people think that you are the true leader, you will soon be the leader. People will respect you knowing your capabilities instead of asking people's help here and there to promote yourself. I'm just saying the truth. A leader is always the one who lead the people not the one who waits for the people to lead. Show your leadership skills and I believe people will choose you because you deserve more than that. If not, it's hard for the people to choose you even though you're asking a lot of people to help you. Capabilities are more important. We want people, who can lead. Our motives of the schools is to be seen, to be counted, to be heard. Based on this, I believe people can know about your vision that we really want to be a part of the members. Just follow your instincts. I know it's hard for me to help you. Just imagine. If you were me, I was once didn't care about your presence, suddenly now calling my names everywhere. I know about it. But you do not need to be at that level. People trust you as long as you are given the chance to be trusted by yourself.
I'm not the follower. I'm the helper who help people that wants to lead the proper way. I don't mind helping you but not that case please. I will forever hiding from you. :p

Experience

Hey, I'm back to blog now. Two months of holidays ended. I made use of all my holidays with my university's mega events. You might ask me why I don't want to relax at home or go out working to earn some pocket money. Wandering about my answer? Yes, I will explain to you now. Relaxing at home to me of course is a good idea but it somehow seems to be too boring. Every day sleeping without doing anything is just a waste. Working? I was requested to back to the lawyer office to continue working. I admit that I really love the moment working together with the junior lawyers and all the clerks and they cheer me up, help me a lot. I promised them to back but I didn't make it to happen because I was suddenly called to join those events as committee and as participants as well. Hoping to meet them again. Sweet memories with them.

I was recruited as a committee under the sponsorship department of an international event. I can be considered as the lucky one to enter this department. What I found out is all about secrets. Of course, I can't reveal here. I believe they choose me for reasons. Indeed, we can't take everything as granted. It's all being arranged. Luckily, they treat me quite nice and good. What I dislike is that they tend to use various methods just to get what they really want. They should actually know that we can compete to get what we want but at least in a healthy way. Being a senior, they should know about such rules.

I don't mind whether you are competing or not. Professional ethics should exist at all time. Anyone can be a leader but to be a true leader isn't that easy. We lead yet we have to know the proper way of leading instead of misleading. Followers are everywhere but we want them to be a better follower in the sense that they know which is right or wrong. Please bear in mind that it's just my opinion. Actually, what goes round my mind is that I hope to see a leader who can be mingle with everyone with no motive but with the pure heart to help the other students. When there's students approach you, please help to solve the problems and at least you try your best to help them.

I learn...

Obviously, time passes swiftly. I just finished my first year in local university. Year 1 's life as an undergraduate is totally awesome. Learning is the key towards success. When I first stepped into the university, I was excited and wanted to be like those seniors as well, taking duties one after another. I joined hostel council, trying my best to strive and challenge myself. Taking extra curricular activity, such as Red Crescent Society is a must for me as a future educator. Participating in my course's activities allow me to expose myself to a wider range of learning. 

I learn, I am still learning and will be learning forever.

The fact that I would not deny is that I do face quite a number of circumstances. Joining such a big number of events made me busy all the time. I have to strive to allocate myself free time to study, preparation for exam, organizing events and so on. Time is golden. To me, I hope to have more time of sleeping during that particular time and I even pray that the time will move slowly every time the seconds passed. However, to be realistic, it will not ever happen. Sometimes, I felt stress when I could not achieve my target, yet I will call and mumbling to my parents. In return, my parents will advise me to take it easy, calm down, relax myself, try to tolerate with one another. I learn to be patient whenever I meet different people with different expectations. Every time I fell down, I try hard to stand up to face the problem. I might be running off from them but I can't run away from the solutions.

 I learn not to take up so many big events, I learn not to take it for granted, I learn not to self volunteer to replace people easily, I learn not to boast something, I learn to be humble, I learn to be more hardworking, I learn to be realistic, I learn from my error, I learn to strive to achieve my target, I learn to cooperate with each other, I learn how to communicate with each other, I learn what people learned, I learn everything...

Now, even though I'm having my semester break, I join another international annual event. To me, being in this sponsorship department is part of my happiest life. I meet new friends, who are so good in helping each other, cooperate with each other, doing things professionally and the most important is that we can mix with each other well. Even though just 2 weeks of working together, the bond of friendship is getting stronger and stronger. When I am with them, dealing with each other, I don't feel uneasy or stress. In fact, I 'm happy to be with them. Perhaps because we are all first year same thing. Hahahaha... Who knows???

Workshop...

Oh yea, my workshop was finally over. Being a vice project director, is not an easy job. I'm still a newbie in being emcee. If there's any wrong, please don't ever hate me for no reason. I am having a high position, and all of you instead should listen to what a leaders says. There is no use for you to say something else. From the pictures, it seems that you did not really took much. It's ok. I know that Dr will know who works more that that. Without our supervisor, will this project be so smooth? Without anyone volunteering to be emcee, who is going to manipulate the whole condition? Who is the one that is running up and down to ensure that every activity goes well? You will only know how to grumble about those minor things. If puzzles can't played, it's not a biggie. We cannot expect that circumstances will occur. Don't just blame certain people and you have no rights to do so. Everyone deserves a learning stage to go for it. Only people who work hard on it will ever know how the procedure of organising a workshop. I admit that I'm a person who don't simply joke with the others. Kids, to me is another problem. I have no ideas in mingling with them. Therefore, if I use the words, "PLEASE KEEP QUIET". Is there any problem. I believe that their school teachers also do the same things daily to them. Without monitoring, do you think that it will work as what we aim for? Stops saying and complaining nonsense. I'm fed up with those stuffs. There are more things to solve there yet you guys love to say those things. Just say whatever you want. God knows about everything. When something didn't turns up well, there will always be a backup. When there are people who want to take pictures, please do not be so no manners to the others. Is that how you are going to be in the future? She said yes and so is everyone. There should be no problem. Always complaining people mistreat you guys but in fact you are the one who only view a specific angle only. Please do think out of the box. The world is so wide for us to discover. We have to move forwards instead of standing at that particular point forever. Workshop is awesome. I know the moment of enjoyable right now. I believe that I can be a great speaker, an international inspirations to the others.

Korea~

I had never dream that I could visit Korea one day and it really happened last week. I just back from KOREA. Korea is indeed a really nice place to visit. If you ever ask me to go again, I would say YES. It is a safe place and we do not need to worry anything since the security there is quite tight. I would strongly recommend everyone to join this wonderful trip. Even though I have to pay a sum of money, but it's actually dirt cheap for 7 days. All the girls there are very pretty and it's quite hard to see plum girl. Their skin are so fair and flawless. I love them very much. The guys there are very pretty as well. The culture there is no much different. They are nice to communicate and respect people. The scenery there is good too. I took a lot of pictures just to ensure that I can keep them as my memory at all time. It's a no to reject things. The food there are delicious and fresh. I can just simply get good food at the street. I finally tasted the truly Rameon mee. Although it was very spicy, I still force myself to finish it not to waste it. The degree of spicy is too high until my tears drop. I meet people from all walks of lives. This is a good experience for me. I took a train with just another friend to another area. NICE~

ANNYEONGHASEYO... ...

Why?

I have worked with them for more than a semester and going to be two semester already. Why are they like this? All of you just me feel disappointed only. Why do you every time have to give me those difficult task instead of the others? I'm really very busy. My schedule is packed everyday. I'm also a human. Can't you just give me some spaces to breath more? This is totally unfair. You as the project director did nothing yet you still complain about the others by giving me pressure here and there. I already helped you to get business people already but you still want me to get more. Everyone has a limit. Not every thing I can do it so perfect. Vice Project Director another problem. She only knows how to talk big. When asks here to do, she just talk only. What is that? You all are not serious. Why don't you all just stop it? It wastes my money, time, energy and everything. This is too over. I still tolerate with you because you are my friend only. If not, I don't care any more. I don't need your words now. I believe trusting you is just a little thing. This is not worth it. I'm sicked of it already. Don't pressure people when you yourself are unable to do it. I learn a lot and I just want a simple life. Can't you all just respect the people who did so many things but still being pressured for that? I still got my course to study. I'm not your forever maid or worker for your project only. You have life, can take a nap, eat, laugh and so on? Did you ever seen me taking a nap? Eating alone? Laughing out loud? Life is not like that. I have my own reason why I make sure that I don't take a nap, because I got a lot of things to do before I fly to Korea next week. I always eat alone, because eating alone is faster than eating with group of people. I don't laugh, because I have nothing to laugh. That's simple. Being ridiculous, talking nonsense and so on are not my style. Yes, I admit that I prefer a simple life style. I prefer my wearing simple, classic, professional and the most important is being unique. I dislike being the same with someone. That's me.

You

This is a post credited to my friend. Yes, you are always older than me 5 years and can be considered as my brother. You will be a greater brother and I believe your sister is happy to have you. Graduated as a professional people is awesome. Furthermore, you are those who care and love parents a lot. I can see through from your talking and actions. No doubt for it as people nowadays change tremendously. I met you when I'm working part time in a firm, sitting beside you after one month. You have a habit is to busy about other's people thing. Right? I have never seen a guy like this before. Maybe because I'm same age exactly as your sister. Whenever I need help, you will give me. All the teachings and encouragement words I accepted and are every glad to have you as my senior as well. I try to help you in those minor tasks since you are so busy and have no life in working there. I know you have a caring heart and likes to help people at all time. We preferred you to be silent more sometime thank talking non-stop. However, we do realise something that where you are not around, the atmosphere turns weird without your talking and laughter. Be moderate is enough. Don't shoot and bomb people with words too much. Value the people around you. Trust me, you are so young and caliber. There are really a lot of companies out there waiting for you. You know my behavior right? I dislike people keep on stepping down on others and criticizing people especially you. That's why I always reply back you and once I won over you, you just ignored and feeling not satisfied. But I feel happy as well when I won suddenly especially when I suddenly came out with those things when people think that I'm not able to say so. I just give out the facts since I know your styles that you prefer evidence. Last year, when you're chambering, it's fun on upstairs. This year, I just got a chance to be on upstairs for 1 week only. But I'm grateful at least can be with everyone there. Cheers. Appreciate the moments there and you will never regret. Of course when I'm graduating, I will invite you to attend. No worries. I wish that you will find your soul mate faster and give me a red boom. Enjoy your life now before it turns dull. It seems that I'm planning for you. Love your job as there are many people who want it so much but fated no in line with it. By the way, thanks for your encouragement words that worth so much to me. See you soon!!!

Exactly a new semester...

Hey people! I'm currently in semester 2 now. Well, semester 1 was a great one and I truly believe that this semester 2 will be a greater one. If you are my course mates, you will know what I'm stressing here. By the way, I will tell here as well. For this semester, I register an oral skills subject, where we will be performing every week in front of a cafe whereby most students and lecturers would usually pass by the busy streets. Yesterday was my first class. Guess what did I do? I sang in front of the cafe. REALLY! A fact that will never ever change. Dr. asked us to choose a song to sing. Everyone must sing. No excuses. I love to sing but when that moment strikes, those songs that I normally sing at home and in the car didn't come into my mind. I was blurred. Suddenly, I remember the song from Taylor Swift ---> LOVE STORY. So, I sang the chorus part. Everyone enjoys their performances themselves pretty much. For me, this is going to be a challenging course week by week and ridiculous ideas have to come out once being called. Oh no..... Sooner, we will have our own musical drama with a theme 80s. Well, I can't act. This is the most nervous part. When there is a force, everyone turns out to be a different one. When there's a will, there's always a way. RIGHT? No matter how hectic my life will be later, faith is always there. It's not about being to compete for any posts, I'm just trying to ensure every event under my guide will go on as expected. There should be no racists issue raised out. I bet you to take over what I'm now and you will understand my feelings. Luckily, I have a bunch of friends where yesterday we could eat like a family in a big round table. Sometimes, it's not about how you get it, it's about the process. This is what my friend taught me when I was in Form 5, also another hardest time. Haha. I believe that you must have forgotten about it. You might forgot about me but your teachings will be in my mind. If there's really a fate, we will meet one day. Who knows? By the way, thanks to my super senior's words. I really love your encouragement words. Sometimes, you are seemed to step on me lots but when the time of caring comes, you changes. I know you like perfectness, but please don't always take those minor things so seriously and you will find your life partner soon. You have a bright future now. I can see it now. A few years later, you will step out from the original place and find your own paths towards your dream of obtaining the first pot of gold in life. I trust you. However, you have to beware of your talking. Sometimes, you couldn't much or less that your words hurt people no matter it's directly or indirectly. I know that you're a good speaker but human do have a feeling and sense. You hurt me all the time but I don't care since I'm always leaving when times approach. But those people surrounding you are very pitiful. Look back your experience and try to figure out the loosening part of screw in those days. This' not going to be like those days where I usually help you but now it's on your own. However, if you need any help, I will be there to support you.

SEMESTER 2

Time flies. Here I am into the semester 2. Shocked of it? Yea. By the way, before kicking off into this new semester, there was a month of semester break or currently known as holidays. It's been boring for me so I decided to go back to the same legal firm to work part time. My boss hired me back the next day I sent her a SMS. Worth it. My jobs resumed back to help the senior clerks there by photostating, typing, answer calls, fax, arrange files, find files, email and some simple letters dealing with the banks. I enjoyed every single moment there as I know that it's a kind of fate to work together and having so much fun with them. Every time I go back, perhaps I grow mature or I change only. Even though there's just a week for me to sit up stairs to help you all, I'm satisfied of it. Every single moment grumbling, quarreling over small matters will eventually become my memories. I just simply felt that especially you love to find mini matters to argue with me even though the topic you are chatting with the others non of my business. Lol. It's ok. I'm fine with it already. By the way, you always curious with other people's matters. BUSY BODY.... I will lost to you since you are always the greatest from every field. That's it. It will be great if you are able to find someone more powerful and greater than you. HAHAHAHA...