Great Job~

I pass my grade 8 piano practical exam. Haha~ Thanks GOD! I love it.... MUAKZZZ

I'm back~

I 'm back from JB, JOHOR BHARU. So nice to get a chance to spend with my dear cousins. Muakzzz... All of you are kind though all are boys just ny aunt is female. Anyway, it's a nice trip!!!


I LOVE U ALL~

My Trip was absolutely nice!!!

I just backed from my trip with my mom. My journey began from tanah merah. It was Thursday night. We boarded a bus to Butterworth, where my dad works and live. We reached there around 5am. It was really very early. My dad came to fetch us for breakfast. We ate "WANTAN MEE". Damn nice then in Kuala Krai. It was totally a big difference. We also ordered vege fried mee. Though fried with vegetables only but still very delicious. The food sold there was cheap too. I love it. Muakzzz~ Later. we went to a hotel. At noon, dad came to fetch us for lunch. We had economic rice. So nice! After that, we went to Jusco. I watched HARRY POTTER 7. Really nice though only part 1. Wakaka~ After movie, we did some shopping. I ate BASKIN ROBBIN 'S ice-cream. Expensive but delicious. Worth it. In the evening, I bought a pair of white shoes with some fake shiny diamond for a dinner in Bukit Merah. At night, we had "BAK KUT TEH". More tasty then in Kuala Krai. That's all for my day 1.

That day only already felt tired for my both legs because walked too long...

You 're a big liar~

Hey you! Wake up yourself now! Stop making such childish story to cheat me. I'm not going to trust you anymore. "TRUST" between you and me is totally over. OVER!!! Mind your own busniness first before you want to share it with me...

LIAR IS ALWAYS EVERYWHERE BUT WHEN IS THE TIME YOU'RE GOING TO MEET...

Smiling being the best medicine~

A smile is contagious...
One smile brings another...
You smile and the whole world smiles with you...

:) :D
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SMILE~

Here I am...

Exam has begun for 2 weeks but still not yet fnish. I'm still in a normal situation facing my final examination. Haha~ Sometimes, we need to turn around for a while to see what we haven't catched up. Am I right? Although this world is mighty, but that's seem lots of things for me to learn and catch up what I have missed previously. When I turn around, I really realise I have missed a lot of things, especially from my beloved family, friends, teachers and the other basic things. Everytime the wall clock strikes, everything changes in a blink of an eye. It's true. I have to be always humble whenener and whereever I go. Humble is the simplest medicine for us to live through this world that is full of major and minor challenge waiting for us to face. With a humble heart, we walk through every single crooked road. No more ego, humble once again begins... Few days ago, he suddenly sent me a sms. " Can we couple?" I really shocked to see and read such sms from him. Seeing it, my brain fulls of question marks. Is he mad? Is he going to play me? Why am I? ... Day after day, he still sent me the same question. Finally, I made up my mind and I replied NO.

NO NO NO

That's my answer for you. Later if we meet each other, I'll explain everything. Please don't mind. I know that my answer absolutely hurt you but this is my final decision. Having chat with you is absolutely nice but... but... but... ...

Rainbow~
Here I am~

Exam...

Exam eventually starts today...

TRUST...

So, anyone has any idea about what is actually "TRUST" ? It's actually stand as believe between two people. It's always happenning in our surrounding wherever and whenever we are. Please don't treat me as your toy. I'm a human who has my own right. If you want her, just go ahead but I beg you please don't play anyone's real feelind. It's sad to see your victims and I promised to myself that I won't be your victim one day. More and more girls hurt because of your childish behavoir. I just treat you as friend for the begining. Since I don't want to hurt you deep;y and you told me something that till now I still don't know whether I need to trust you or not, I explainn to you everything. You just seem to be unsastified as I only treat you as my best friend. Do you know that it's really hard for me to differentiate friend and best friend? I'm not her. You have no right to compare me and her. I am who I am just like what I had once told you. I just hate guys that play girls. They are what we known them as playboy. You change target just like girls changing clothes without showing any mercy. Do stop your bad attitude. You will be liked by everyone if you success to change it. Promise me to fullfill your main target. I won't mind it. Jyjy oo...

TRUST IS THE WORD BETWEEN YOU AND ME,
EVERYONE KNOW IT,
DO IT,
OR FORGET MY WORDS,
IT'S ALL DEPEND ON YOU,
YOU...

Parents Meeting Teachers ' Day...

Today is parents meeting teachers' day, specially dedicated by our school councellor for form 4 students. Last night, he sent me sms and finally admitted that he actually send wrong messange. Do you know who did he send? A boy. Haha! What so funny? Because he sent "my wife" to him. Kakazzz... Fortunately, the boy did not reply him. He told me that he's going to camp. Go ahead and you need not to tell me. Just remember to enjoy. That's what life is. He thought I was angry with him because he went to the camp. Why should I angry? Unacceptable lol if I angry him for no suitable reason. I won't do that. Later, I ask him whether I am too cool and treat him and other person different. MAYBE just because he wanted to console himself, he said because he's my xxxxxxx, so he's treated by me totally different. NO! Since was quite late and I was busy revising, I told him I stop chatting him there. Then, he said I can't stop him from thinking his xxxx and I told him that my plan was very easy. I just no need to reply his sms but he said I will. You don't believe me, then go ahead. It's just like the reason why I don't believe you. Today, he saw me and wanted to have a look on my result and I said no before escaping from there. He said he will make my school bag missing. I won't believe him because he sure won't do such cruel thing. Haha~

Style...

Everyone is sured to have his or her own life style. I have my dream that I would like to achieve one day. So is everyone. Am I right? haha~ Just now, you keep asking me why are my fingers so different. I reply you that it's nothing different from the others. You seem that you want to follow my every single action. When you ask me where is the keychain, I totally get shocked with it. Though time seems to pass swiftly, you still remember what you have given to me. Of course I still keep it because you as my friend give me it as a nice souvenir. Like it! I reply you that it's in my pencil box and you look a bit of disapointment. I felt it. Then, you ask me why don't I hang out and I said I feel "PAISEH". You then become quite and said why am I like this. I don't know. Lolxxxzzz... Nevermind la as long as everyone is happy though we have our roads and dreams to chase...

I'm fully awaken!!!

Weird...

You seem to be so quite today... Lol you queit action also non of my business. Why should I care so much? I thought you still angry me. I love to play with you. I myself also don't know what's the main reason. You shade my life to become colourful like the rainbow. I'm totally appreciated with it. Thanks for everything. But can you just stop calling me xxxx. My feeling towards this is so weird. So, all you need to do is stop calling me that. Thanks a lot if you can do it.


RAINBOW WILL NOT ALWAYS BE THE SAME JUST LIKE THE ONE WE HAD ONCE SAW IT... :)

Liar~

I just want to play with you. I love to see the way you appologize to me because you seem to look scare when I am I angry. Actually I'm not angry. Joking with you only. You want me to reply what? I can't do that because I'm not your real xxxx or xx as I know that you have your own xxxx and xx one day. Though you always say that I'm too over, I still know that I have no choice to believe you. I myself also don't know why I can't trust you. Maybe it's because you try to play me too much. Now, I'm totally awaken. Furthermore, please do always remember that I'm not your sweet dream. Don't ever compare I and her. We both are from different backgrounds. You should know this truth. Please awake that I'm not her. NOT HER!!! My nails and her maybe same because we play piano. This is the fact. I know that I am fairer than you a lot but this is the fact. We can't change it. You are darker than darker. It's your business. You said you can't touch her hands to see her nails clearly but can touch mine. Comemmon , I'm not her. Once again... I'm not your toy that will let you touch my nail or what. You aren't my boy friend or husband but you are just a simple friend. I am who am I. Mind your business, can??? Remember what you have promised to you. When I say I love to see the way you appologize to me, you look so weird. haha~

Laughter is the best medicine in the world!!!

"Appology not accepted"...

Haha~ Who call you absent to school? Why don't you remember to give me back my account paper? It's all your minor fault. I love to read, see and even hear you say sorry to me. Curious of it. Maybe your appology too special. I accidentally don't want reply your sms because I want to see what your reaction. Your reaction quite good because you scare I angry with you. Thus, it's not surprise to see you keep sending sms to me. But to me, It maybe too late. I'm too excited to see how you face me. Haha!!!

SpEcIalzzzxxx...

War begins...

This is a war between a friend and a friend. Not me!!! Last Wednesday, we had tuition. I came early. S was discussing about account folio with her friends. Suddenly, she said she lost her money cost RM 60. Then, she said she want to check everyone's pocket, bag and pencil case. How can she did this to us? She's not a teacher. That time, our tuition not yet start. She didn't check mine because I came early. haha~ C came in. She said she want to help her. They then go find together. When they came in, they had a terrible fight. Here's the conversation between them...

S : Why did you steal my money?
C : I didn't did it. This is my money given by my dad to pay the tuition fee. Why should I
steal your money?
S : Greedy.
C : Huh?
S : Because you greedy la.

All of us were shocked to hear such conversation. Later S called her mom and C called her dad. C's dad came in and had a short conversation with the teacher. Later, we continue to study. The whole class environment was totally quiet. Till today, they act strangely to each others.

Their busniess. So, I won't care it!!!

Again...

I have finding high and low for my grade 7 piano CD. Where had it gone? Actually I don't need it but my friend. I really can't find it. Now, still don't know want to do what. Why can't she just buy for her own? She so rich. Eventhough I'm just an ordinary person but I bought it too. It just cost RM 80. Buy it and I won't be suffering to find it for you. Think yourself. Don't be so stingy.

I wonder why rich people always act like that...
It's not that I'm condamming you...
But you are the one who act it out...
And I have no choice...
To speak out my heart...



FASTER COME OUT!!!

First Suck Experience...

I'm back again. Today I'm quite free. haha~ Beacause I back from school about 3.30pm. Today, I had Biology period and we did frog disecction. Did you hear it? FROG DISSECTION. Again. Kakazzz. I'm the frog killer. I'm not scare. I even help them to catch frog. Am I a brave girl? Of course! First and foremost, we need to make the pitty frog dizzy by putting it into a suitable gas jar and immersed some cotton with trichloroform before putting it into the gas jar. During this process, we could see the way th frog feel dizzy until fainted. Later, I catch up the frog and put it on a smooth plane and put 4 pins on each of its leg and hand. Now, the climax begins. I took up a scissor and a "pengepit" ( forget what does it call in English). I then start to cut it skin from downwards to upwards. We tore it skin to a certain size. We took out its eggs since it was a female. Its eggs are black with white spots. Next, we took out its intestines and big intestines. We also took out its stomach and cut it into half. As it was caught almost a week, so we can't see what had it actually. We could only see jelly-like substance. Open out its stomach, there were lots of lines. Curious of it. Maybe that's its stomach structure. During that time, we could see with our naked eyes that its lungs were growing bigger and bigger and later it contracted. It's heart was still functioning as it still breathes through its skin. That's what our Biology teacher told us. My frog was still alive where it sometimes came alive until we need to put trichloroform on the cotton again before putting on its mouth. Eventually, we cut out its heart. Its heart still functioning eventhough we cut it for some time.We even try to open its mouth and we got shocked to see its tongue so long. Frog dissection ended here. I reput its organs and rearranged them in order before putting it slowly into a dustbin to be burry. Sorry, my cute little frog. May your next life will be better!!! All the best...

SMILE :)

Secret Person...

The secret person and A have been friends for many years. A wonder whether they have feelings together or not. This is not the fact. The real fact is he's attitude towards her is very different from the attitude towards other people. She can feel it. He told her everything about his feelings. Sometimes, she hurt him but he still look like nothing. She know he has his dream girl. Shedon't bet any special feeling as she just treat him as one of her best friend. Sometimes, he asks her all kinds of question, such as "WHY YOUR REAL LOOK DON'T LOOK LIKE YOUR PICTURE?" " WHY YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS?" " YOU ARE DIFFERENT TODAY" " YOU ARE MY GF OR WIFE" "YOU ARE GOOD" etc. The way he looks at her also special. She admit she like his eyes because they are unique. Her friends around her always say that he loves her or she loves him but she knows that it is impossible. Till now, they are best friends. When both of them talk together or dicuss something, lots of people would say that they are making relationship. This is not the fact. He even sends a few sms, which consist of " I LOVE U" to the girl. She told him not to send such sms to her but to his real dream girl. He is not dare to do so. However, he insisted of sending same text to her. When her friends know it, she told them he was just playing and she can also send the 3 words to other person. He told her friends that he only send to her. UNBELIEVABLE!!! I end here. Everyone, good sleep, fond dream,...

I ll'' patient with u!!!

Hi, everyone! I'm back to here to release my unsastified! I'm currently tuition with a teacher. He's materialistic and really unfair. Before his tuition ends in a month, he'll sure sms everyone to bring fee. How can a teacher having such bad attitude? Am I sleeping??? Oh My Godness! Furthermore, he's an unfair teacher too. Everytime he 'll only call the same person. Can't he realise that I 'm in his such "interesting" class?I'm totally fed up with him. Sometimes, he can't even spell right. Such a simple English word, he can't even spell. If such word can't even spelt, then how come he can be a teacher? Is there any wrong in the official? The subject he's currently thought actually should fully used english but he uses malay more than the international language. He also asks students to traslate his phrases or sentences. Is this reality?Haiz!!! I've grumbling to both my parents. They ask me to be patient with him. As I am still a student, I'll always be patient with him as long as he is a teacher and will respect him.Sorry for any incovenience~

SMILE!!! NO MATTER HOW UNSASTIFIED WE 'RE, WE SHOULD FORGET AND FORGIVE ABOUT IT AS WE 'RE THE HUMAN OF THE WONDERFUL WORLD!!!