Change...

I realised this happen for a long period. Now, it reoccur. Gossip is simple among girls but I really hate it. It now happened to me. OMG... How sad am I until some people don't even trust me. TRUST is demolished among us. I know it will happen and it really happening now.

Gossip about me? So what? Maybe all people around me will think I'm tension but I 'm not. TENSION does not exist on me. Anyone trust me? Please do so. People are from all walks of lives. I can't blame them for gossiping me in such way. I know who treat me well, who gossip me, who hate me deeply and so on. I know what's going on but I try not to care so much because if anything happen on me, I'm alone with no helper. I don't wish to meet enemies all the time, whenever I go and whenever I am. Why don't the world be peaceful?

Everyone say I change. Yes, I change for my own personal reason. Should I tell you all about this? Sure no. This is my business. How many time should I say? MIND YOUR BUSINESS FIRST BEFORE OTHERS. This is so easy and you all can't even obey it for the whole life time. I don't even mind your business. I'm not tense.

NO PARTY, NO HIGH-TEA, NO OUTING... Is this also call as tension? How come this unique Earth got such people? I 'm weird but please don't say I'm tension. I'm just doing my things. I'm busy for a certain period and I just use the time to relax myself. Maybe you all think that party is relax but to me, it's so noisy and hectic. I'm those who fonds of peaceful and harmony. Good music shades my life. PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC. STOP YOUR BIG FAT MOUTH...

You told me about it. I appreciate your kindness but don't let me feel dissapoint of your words.