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Normally what makes a girl happy is what? Haha~ It's the moment when someone says that you look very slim. Oh yea, I'm happy to hear that, especially from you after almost 4 months we didn't meet each other. Do you actually know why? Life as a university student is really busy. Walking everyday, running here running there, thinking this and that. It's really uncountable events that occur for the past few months. Haha. Actually your new hair styles not bad. I just got shocked of it when I met you last week. I thought I see wrongly. In fact, I wasn't until I see your picture in FB. Haha. I really didn't laugh you just to laugh at other things else. No worries about your front hair. To look mature so change pattern. What's a nice idea. Haha~ No matter what, You're still the greatest friend that I have ever meet. Although sometimes might let you shoot or boom countless, you still deserve to get the title based on your position now. Haha~ Hopefully get to meet all of you soon.......

Life is not about grumbling something. It's all about how you would like to live. Everyone deserves a nice styles. So, just do it before you ever regret of it.

happy~

Thank you for willing to stop by to my university to collect the invitation cards. I'm happy and delighted to see you again. You look different now compared to those days even though we just didn't meet each other for 3 months plus. You look more matured, more energetic, more stable and the most important still as funny as those days. Haha~ Actually, I didn't know that you are willing to come and collect from mainland. Since you said that you had appointment at island, you can stop by. Haha. The moment you called me, I actually don't know want to say anything. SO, do ignore me if i'm slow in action. Because I'm happy. Are you happy to meet me as well? I think so. That you walked also kicked the things fell down. Haha

Annoying people

Hey you, can you please stop giving such ridiculous idea to have night market on Sunday at your own hostel? I'm very ANNOYING on you, especially you ---> the fat girl. Stop acting like you are the boss. This is your idea. Why don't you just go and organize yourself? Why do you need to keep on relate to us? RIDICULOUS. Sunday is on weekend. Have you ever think that people normally won't stay in hostel? Everyone will go out on that day until late at night? You are the one who stay in hostel whole day. For the hill competition, you don't even do anything yet you still want to say something out there. Please wake up and look at yourself first. You are the one who promise to stop any activities for us to study but now you still do such lousy things there. This is called breaking promise. You are wasting my time. Because of you, I don't have time to sleep but you had it when I'm working on the project. I'm just counting time to quit only. Next year, I won't be joining this lousy secretariat.

Next, on coursework. If you think that you are the only one who has tonnes of works to do, we don't have? We all are the same as you. You want to group with us but don't even want to contribute to this assignment? What on earth is happening? People are selfish. They just think of themselves. They don't realize the other people's feeling. They live on their planet. We are the one who suffer to be with them and yet to them, we are invisible.

What's going on?

I really can't stand on you anymore. You're just an outsider yet you're talking like you're the host of the event. Hey, I'm going to voice out here. I don't care whether you're my aunty or relative here. As long as I'm still in this house, I won't let you grab away every single thing in my family. You're over. This is my brother's event not yours. Your part is just tell us what to do not forcing us to do what we don't like. You're rich so what? You're still human as we are. Choosing statues of god is my problem. Whether I like or not is my problem. You have no right to force us to buy and pray which god. I'm not saying that I don't pray. I'm only loyal to one god only and forever. You scream like hell also no one cares you. You're really like a monster! This is my house. Your son pretends like an engineer yet he wasn't that great. He just came and have a look on the rennovation and charge us double. Hey, you are rich and that;s your problem. We're not the same as you. Please care your things first. You talk like a boss but you are just a subcon. Another one. You 're busy and we 're not busy? That is your major event. Please look at yourself. This is not my problem. We help you to do so many things yet you come and scold me. Whatever we pay, did you pay back us? NO~ What do you do for your own event? Sitting there and thinking people come and look for you? Don't dream this lousy one would happen. I'm totally fed up with you all. Over is over. Don't ever say that I don't respect the elders. I'm giving my suggestions. For your information, my ideas are better than you all. At least, I'm able to think democratic rather than you all being autocratic. I really hate you all. Have a look at our own budjet first. We don't spend like you did. WHAT'S GOING ON???

I still can't let it go~

I will just directly say everything out here. I joined MPD not for the purpose of gaining hostel but I want to gain experience. To be a part of them is definitely not easy. There were 5 phases but at the end become 4 phases. I went through 3 phases successfully. First, was via verbal interview where all the previous MPD seniors would sitting in a long table and you would be required to interview in groups. I did this part well where I know what to answer and do. The 2nd phase was to divide us into groups to earn money of RM500 in 3 days. We sold candies and I made it to sell the highest packets of candies. Even though we didn't make it to reach the target, but then we did a fanstatic job. The 3rd phase is I was put into the mini sukad sports activities. My leader listed 6 games and one of them is basketball. I was asked to do this. I'm just a freshly first student and they ask me to do. I was liked "Well, this is going to be challenging." At first, I was confused of doing it. But seems that time is rushing, I can only do everything quickly. I knocked every door of my whole block hostel to get participants to form at least 4 groups. Yes, I managed to form 8 groups. This is more than my expectations. I'm very happy. After screening and scanning, my leader reduce my teams to 5 groups only. She told me that she would like to distribute the group members to the other sports games. Fine, I let her to reduce because I believe this is team work. In order to make the whole sports squads games successful, each game has to have enough participants. So, my teams left only 5 teams. Fine. I don't know how the game will be. I can only seek help from the seniors. Asking one by one, I finally got 1 referee, who is the university team basketball player. He is willing to help me even though we don't know each other. He told me the rules and how the games would run. I prepare everything and he held the games.

1 month~

Hi people! I'm here again. Alright, life as a university student is indeed great! There are a lot of interesting activities for us to take part. I love it. Haha! Some how, I will be busy and crazy but then still worth it because we are not only chasing for MYCSD but also the experience in our daily life. Isn't this amazing? Haha. Filling the spare time is good but of course must fill in those beneficial activities only. No doubt for it.

Phases of phases of lives we went on. The only thing left over is the experience and memory. Why don't we just create the fond memory at all time since it will be continue to mark forever? Perhaps you might think that this is ridiculous but then if u manage to make it at all time, then this will be wonderful. Isn't it? 

It's time for me to post~

Hello people! It's really been a long time to say the last time I stepped in here to say something. Alright, lets not grumbling and mumbling here. Straight to the point. I ended my temporary job as a clerk or maybe not a clerk in a law firm. Haha! By the way, I did manage to gain some experience and a little bit of knowledge in dealing with properties. Yes, I got the golden opportunity to meet great lawyers. Perhaps that's might be once in a life time to meet them. Yet, they are still nice and treat me as their youngest sister. Haha~ Especially my friend there who was willing to share me food and even personal secret. Yet, I promise I would keep it tight.

Yes, I did go for quite a number of interviews and I got double offer. This was a great job. I'm not playing my own trumpet here but I'm just going to share something here. I was once a STPM Science student and was able to score a sastified result even though not all flats. My first offer was from UM Applied Chemistry and the following offer was USM TESOL. I was struggling and somehow got lost in choosing between both. I know that both are good courses being offered by the top 4 research universities in my country. Both courses provide me good future. Because of this, I was in dilemma. Not to say so, but really hard to choose. Finally, I choose TESOL. Reasons I will be keeping it.

Here I am in USM for 3 weeks and I'm fine here. I meet people from almost every state. Everyone is kind and nice. I joined lots of activities trying to fulfill my spare time. Haha~ I know education student would be very busy. Yes. About the food here, perhaps everyday's meal would be curry rice except weekend where I got to go night market. Somehow, I only able to go home once only where it was also only for a day even though my house is just a 20 minutes drive. Haha~ You might say that I'm ridiculous not going home but I feel that it's not a necessary to do so. I'm just going home to settle my things and spend my time with my family members. 

Alright, walking around the campus, meeting different people, talking and discussing different topics are just too awesome. University life will always going to be that great. I truly believe in it. Make it the best or else you will going to be regretful. Is it?

Views from people are always a lot. What we need to do is just understand them and try to give them a single chance to voice out. Giving a chance to people is like giving yourself a bigger space to move forward. Thinking out of box is like giving yourself a bigger scope of view. It's just a contradicting way for us to think wisely. Haha~ I feel that my writing spirit is back in university's life. This is too great. My memories will be flashing back. Life is like a box of chocolates. You will never know until you try them out.

Everyday is going to be positive!!!

DREAMS~

I read a novel. Here's the stories. Ohh yes, I dreamed a weird dream. Someone held my hand and was walking along the path. The face was too blur and I just couldn't see anything. How I wish the moment would be longer and clearer for me to discover. If that was real in the future, will it be good?

 Every single moment here means everything to me. However, as time pass, I know I will leave working soon approximately 2 months perhaps. All memories will be save automatically in my mind and of course heart too. People are awesome if you success to discover them sincerely. It's not about how much work u did, in fact it's about how well you work to bear fruit in the future. Be grateful to whatever we have because we might lost the little happiness at nowhere. Things can't be predicted but we can at least appreciate them for not taking them as granted. Yes, all your laughter, talking, smiles, actions, movements, gestures will always be in my mind. Perhaps forever or certain time.

Back to post~

It's been exactly months for me didn't post here. I definitely had lots of words to describe my feelings here. Yes, there were a lot of things happen during those times. Most of my memories are sweet, happy. Haha~
Guess what? My colleagues here are all friendly, good, caring, helpful, loving, especially the one. Even though you always bully me, I'm still ok. I already get use to your words. Words from crocodile, big mouth to tiger can come out from your own mouth. I respect you. Lol. Just met almost half year but still can say out such words towards me. FINE. However, you still have a sincere heart. You still give out your best to help me to solve things, compete with me to answer call when I was selected to be temporarily receptionist for a day, treat me biscuits, call me, joke with me, being gentle . . . . . . I felt regret for asking you to treat me. But that's not my fault. It's you who always say want to treat me. Once you treated me even though you still treat other people together on that day, my nightmare began. OMG. You changed to say me all sort of nonsense. I'm fed up with this. So, whatever you say, I just put it aside. HAHA! I will surely treat you back one day. Anyway, thanks for saying out your wishes yesterday. I'm happy to know it. When I say out my birthday, you said you did wish me but I knew you didn't. Whatever! By the way, you still a birthday song. Maybe for tomorrow. THANKS A LOT!!!

Sometimes, believing in fate is good. Just let everything goes around smoothly will do. I appreciate every moment in my life, because I want to live happily.

Perhaps???

Yesterday was happy but today was annoying. Hello! Can you please think before speaking aloud? You thought you're the only one in such big room? Think before you start to utter any word. It's really hurt. I can't smile and laugh towards your. This is so fake. Yours things are really messy. I mean it. I'm just speaking sincerely. If you can't take it, just ignore it. You need not to ruin one's image. I'm not taking this seriously. Every time, we tolerate you but you? Not even once. The one who always want to win, shoot people as no insurance, talking like woodpeckers. . . So what? Treating people then saying people again. What type of nonsense is this? Unbelievable!!! This whole evening, you can't hear my laughing because I'm really angry. I rejected your things doesn't mean that I'm HAOLIAN. Ok??? After saying people, then suddenly find and ask about me then share your things? Hello, I'm not that type of tea. I'm who I'm. It's simple. If you treat me well, I'll remember your kindness and treat back the same, perhaps better.



I'M ARIES!!!

Never Ever Thought of it~

Hello! I'm here again just to continue my long story. This is going to be crazy. I know it's definitely very late for me to post now but because of the slow connection, I have no choice. It's all began on the begining of February. We knew it was a Chinese New Year Celebration month. As usual, on the second day of it, we will visit Buddhist Maha Vihara Temple for praying. We arrived there in the afternoon. Since we can't meet the Chief monk, we left and deciced to back there again. I just love to go there. This temple always make me feel differently. Hence, we visited my uncle house. Late in the evening around 5pm, we went back to the temple. When I just came down from the car, I saw a familiar face also coming  down from the car and was looking at me. Haha. Obviously, it is Chief. I'm so happy at the momment. He waved at me and asked us to follow him into his office. How great it was!

We then entered and sat on the floor as a respect. His cute Chi Hua Hua dog immediately rush out from the room and run towards me. It's just like a fate. It is so cute. He then asked me some questions what am I doing now. I told him I'm waiting for my result and currently working at a law firm. He said it's good to hear that. Suddenly, his tibetan dog came out. It's SIMBA. The huge dog where once I touched it and hug it years ago. It seems to recognise me and sat beside me. Haha~ I know it.

Then, we talked everything. He then asked me join a temple function in Sri Lanka. It's a 7 days 6 nights primilage tour with the others. I was shocked to hear it but then he said he's not joking. I just realised it's a reality. Haha. I was very happy and delighted to hear it. It's all because of fate, we are joining them.

The next day, we returned home and prepared to renew our passport and those things. Then, it's time to apply leaves, fax jiejie our forms, bank in money, buy white shirts and pants, packing luggage. Definitely it was very busy and rushing because the dates were just less than 2 weeks time. We sill did it.

I had never thought of flying to countries other than Thailand and Singapore. It's like a dream come true. No doubt of it. I very happy to have such a golden opportuniy. I appreciate and thank everyone for giving me such a good blessing.