Why?

I have worked with them for more than a semester and going to be two semester already. Why are they like this? All of you just me feel disappointed only. Why do you every time have to give me those difficult task instead of the others? I'm really very busy. My schedule is packed everyday. I'm also a human. Can't you just give me some spaces to breath more? This is totally unfair. You as the project director did nothing yet you still complain about the others by giving me pressure here and there. I already helped you to get business people already but you still want me to get more. Everyone has a limit. Not every thing I can do it so perfect. Vice Project Director another problem. She only knows how to talk big. When asks here to do, she just talk only. What is that? You all are not serious. Why don't you all just stop it? It wastes my money, time, energy and everything. This is too over. I still tolerate with you because you are my friend only. If not, I don't care any more. I don't need your words now. I believe trusting you is just a little thing. This is not worth it. I'm sicked of it already. Don't pressure people when you yourself are unable to do it. I learn a lot and I just want a simple life. Can't you all just respect the people who did so many things but still being pressured for that? I still got my course to study. I'm not your forever maid or worker for your project only. You have life, can take a nap, eat, laugh and so on? Did you ever seen me taking a nap? Eating alone? Laughing out loud? Life is not like that. I have my own reason why I make sure that I don't take a nap, because I got a lot of things to do before I fly to Korea next week. I always eat alone, because eating alone is faster than eating with group of people. I don't laugh, because I have nothing to laugh. That's simple. Being ridiculous, talking nonsense and so on are not my style. Yes, I admit that I prefer a simple life style. I prefer my wearing simple, classic, professional and the most important is being unique. I dislike being the same with someone. That's me.