Holidays Trips ...

This holiday trip was so enjoyable. After having my piano exam on the 21 November, on the next day, my mom, dad and I went to Cameron Highlands. Then, we went to Kampar, where my second brother studies and lives. We have to visit him because he was sick. Furthermore, Kampar is a small village only. In the evening, we went to Butterworth, where my dad works and stay. After buying some supper, we went to check in Sumit Hotel, the biggest and also the newest hotel. We have to stay there because the house where my dad stay still got Malay men stay as they did not go home. In the morning, my mom and I have breakfast. Then, my dad brought us to Jusco while he went to work. We stayed there nearly until 5pm. Jusco is really a big shopping complex. There are so many things to sell and all of them are fashinable. Of course, I like them very much. My mom and I quickly take some golden opportunity to buy some clothes and pants there. At night, we stayed at my dad's house. The next day, we went to Pacific Mall. We also go for shopping. In the afternoon, we visited a big temple. At night, we went to Kl by train. Staying at KL just for 3 days. Later, I went to Johor Bharu with my uncle, aunt and 3 cousins. It was actually my first time to Jb. We played and talked together all the time. I was very happy as i laugh until nonstop. Thus, they call me HAPPY FRUIT ! 2days past. We then went back to KL. On the nest day, I came back to my hometown. HAPPY HOLIDAYS !!!

A Day Where My Great Determination Start ...

Early in the morning, I went for a jog around the lake with my friend. At 8 o'clock in the morning, I then went home. After having a packet of instant noodles, I had a good sleep. I woke up at 2 o ' clock in the evening and took a cool shower. Then, I started to clean and packed my room and my piano too. This is because my friends will be coming to my house tomorrow.When the clock turn to 2.45pm, a call came. It was from my friend's call. She asked me why I not yet reached at the house to perform piano. I told her that I had forgetten about it. Without hesitating, I quickly changed my clothes. I don't even have time to take my lunch. I immediately asked my mom to send me there. There, when reached my turn to play piano , I felt there my hands were shivering and often played wrong notes. After playing all songs, I knew that I no play all the songs with expression while my friend , whom are the same grade with me do play so good. I am so ashamed with myself. When my teacher gave away the prizes, I knew that I won't be able to recieve it because my stamina is not good yet. My guess is always correct. She do receive it. From that seconds onwards, I regret of my unserious behaviour and now I am going to pratise my piano pieces hard .

My Real World Is World ...

It's quite true as all of you can say that my real world is really back. Final examination was finally passed. I'm so happy because as last I don't have to worry. Today, I can do whatever I want. Freedom is in my hands. However, I still have one more exam. It is piano examination. It is on 20 November 2008. This examination is getting very close. I have to pratise hard with more feelings. Gambatte for me Oo !!!

National Choir Competition

Finally, I made it to national choir competition in Kuantan. There, all the participants are very good. They are very creative and have good sweet voices. My school team is just very simple. Selangor 's students all are very pretty and handsome. We lost at the semi-final. Haiz ... So sad. If we made it to final, we will come out from RTM. However, we really can't made it. Johor Bharu won the champion, Selangor is the second while Sabah is the third but at least we get the consolation prize. We are still happy as we can represent our state to national level. It is so proud. HAHA !!!

Champion ...

Today is our choir district competition in Kota Bharu. We had pratised for 5 days. Finally we got champion. We are so happy when we heard the announcement of the results. Miracles ... On this comming Tuesday, we are going to represent our state to the national choir competition in Kuantan. There, we'll meet many participants, which we do not know each other. So nervous ...

Finally, I made it ... ^^

Today, I met the music teacher in my school, whom also the choir teacher. I immediately walked towars him and told him that I would like to take part in choir. He was so happy and asked me to go for audition at 1 o'clock in the afternoon. Thus, I went there with my classmate, a kind-hearted Malay girl. When I went in the music room, there were so many memebers of choir. So, I joined with them and sang two Malay song. The pitch is so high but I can made it. This evening, I went to pratise too. It's ao exciting and enjoying. I like it so much. Hopefully I can go for the national competition. May God bless me every minute, every second.

Sad + Angry ...

Hey, girl . I tell you about something. Why can't you just shut up your mouth ? They aren't my friends . Maybe you don't know about it. It's our secrete between you and a another friend.I'm so sad and angry when I heard you tell them about it to them. Secrete means cannot simply tell to anyone but you aren't a good keeping secrete person. So upset to be friend with you.If the things really happen, just three of us only can attend it. Do you know why ? This is because we have been friends for such many years. Hopefully they do forget about it ... T_T

Miserable ...

Yesterday, my mom send my elder brother to Tanah Merah bus station. I went with them too. We started our journey at 8.30 pm. On the way to Tanah Merah, the road was fulled of cars because the Hari Raya Festival is ending. All Malay people were going back to their state to start their new life again after celebrated their big festival. We reached our destination at 11.20pm. Unfortunately, my brother's bus has gone. We were so sad but my brother was the worst. Thus, we returned home and we arrived home nearly 1.30am. It was so late . My brother was too sad as he almost did not sleep .
Today, we went to train station to check if still has any tickets left. Unluckily, it left none. However, my brother still wants to go back to penang. So, he packed his luggage and went to the station. Fortunately, there was someone, whom sold his train ticket. Without hesitating, my brother bought it. Sharp 11am, my brother get in the train. It was so sad to let u went back. Bye , my brother . Hope you can come back during your holidays .

The Blackish ...

Blackish is one of my "friend" in my class, the one who always jealous of me for my results, presentation and many others. Yesterday, she did a big mistake, which I can't forgive her. In the chinese tuition, we wrote an essay about CD. I am not good in chinese. However, she still want to ask me about it. Then, I say I don't know how to do. After that, she said I'm selfish. Hey, you blackish, why is your mouth so rude and hurting ? At that time, I really want to scold she but I'm not willing to do it because teacher is in front of the table. Furthermore, I'm a prefect. Today, she call me . Fortunately, I'm in tuition. So, my mom answered it and said I'm in tuition. Aren't she embarrasing of what she had done to me? She is willing to say sorry to everyone except me. If yes, it is not truth sorry. I would also won't let her go although I said Iwill. Maybe she is the type of mad in jealousy.

How dare you did this to me ???

I still wonder if everyone can speak good words, which do not hurt someone's heart everyday, every minute. It's such a good thing if everyone can do it. The whole world will not be so cold blooded. I have a friend (girl). Her mouth is very .... . I also don't know how to desribe it as well. What I know is that every word that come out from her mouth is so hurting. Today, she write something on a paper and give to someone . Luckily, the person who read don't understood. If not, I 'll be such embarrasing. Why don't she just think before act ? I'm now really angry with she but i have to be generous too. Takling just like no buying insurance, that can hurt someone so deep . I have to be strong whatever they did to me ... GAMBATTE !!!

Friendship 4ever ??? I don't think so ...

Do u treat me as your friend ??? I don't think so. If u do treat me as your friend, why u don't allow me to join u all for the interview ? Why ? Who can answer me ? All the days passes, who help u all ? I 'm the person always lend u a hand but now u all just give me shit . It's really unfair. Why u all trat me like this ??? Haiz ! First, may be u thought that I don't like to be together and talk with u but i don't want to talk much . It's my behaviour. You should have knew it. We have been be friends for so many years and now u did this to me. How dare u ? I 'm so disappoint with all of u . Everyone I have treated them well, good and so on but do they appreciate me ? They don't even feel to thank me but just to use me. God , u have to help me . At least let them felt that I 'm still living in this small world and don't treat me like this as I 'm also a human being. Everytime u need my help, such as borrow books or teach u how to write something, I'm the one whom help u but now when I really need helps, do u all realise me ? In this world, where can I find my real friendship ? I'm now 14 years old and I can't meet my true friend instead of meeting those who treated me like a prisoner or animail, that is if u need me, u will be very friendly with me and if not, u just kick me far away. I know that I 'm not as smart as all of u. So, now I would study smarter and work harder that one day I can be a successful woman all of u would beg for me !!!

What did u mean ???

There are some people whom always say bad things about someone. Why did all of u say that I like K and C ? We aren't having any relationship as we just talking as friends not as boy friends or girl friends. Both K abd C are just my very very simple friends. They are good to me but sometime a little disobedient. Why is my first name on the C's chair ? Who did this ? Is that u , C ? Hopping that all of u won't say me with them . ALRIGHT ???

Just A Friend ...

A friend will help you whenever you need any help in all kinds of situation. Do you ever have such good friens ? Maybe I have her/him or maybe I do not have her/him before. It is so difficult for me to think that who is actually my best friend. My life is always full of challenges and miracles too. I am still wondering where can I actually find a true friendship in this world. There are many types of people in this world, such as greedy, selfish, generous, selflessness, kind, helpful, and many others. I have met those people but sometimes I can't even know what actually they want for me. Never mind, I will try harder in order to find who are they actually.