HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!!!

Yo~ When the wall clock striked 12am, I screamed and wished my mom HAPPY NEW YEAR. Then, I started to busy receiving and replying new year wish text and email.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!
ALL IS WELL~
:)
:D
^^

Sum up 0f 2011~

Wow~ The mischievous time is flying just like the sriking of the lightning without waiting me. Indeed. Now, it's the end of 2011. So, anything to sum up for this 2011 year of Rabbit? YES!!! I have thousands of words to express out here. I'm human too, have to say out opinions just like the other people do.

Ok, lets take a simple review...

January:

The first month of 2011, the first month of schooling, the first month of facing a vast of challenges, the first month of doing things, the first month of making up decision, the first month of everything will be... So, I think you readers know what I meant. Every single thing is meant to me no matter it is minor or major because I'm a ARIES girl!

February:

It's a Chinese New Year month if I'm not mistaken. So, as usual, I was busy with stuffs and preparation. On the mean time, there's an examination of school. Busy for the whole month.

March:

This was the month where everyone was very busy for the cocuricculum things. So, am I. I was busy with marc'hing events, camps, choir and chess competition. There was extra class too. It was a busy month again.

April:

My birthday month, 1st April (APRIL FOOL). Yeach. My friends did me a wonderful yet meaningful card. Thanks both of you. I'm happy. I keep it till now and will be forever. As usual, busy for those same things and attended school camp in GUA MUSANG with my friends after an essay competition. So, busy again.

May:

My heart began to be nervous day after day for SPM examination. Again busy for this month with those same stuffs.

June:

There was a debate competition for the state level. It was my first debate competition. I learnt a lot from there, the way I speak, the way I greet, the way I argue, the tone of talking, the way I communicate, teamwork, the way to bet the other teams, boosts my confidence until who I am rightnow. Really, you can see me if you know me well. I'm not playing the trumpet just like the others did but I am telling the truth. Even my coach got shocked with me.

July:

I had great things, which I discovered with friends, families, teachers and so on. My best teacher of the year --> MR TAN. Thank you sir, I really like you very much. You 're the best and will always be the best forever in my heart every single second. I like the way you speak to me, the way you encourange me, the way you give me opinions, the way you enchance me, the way you tell me the truth, the way you greet me, the way you laugh, the way you LOOK, everything. I really appreciate it. You 're the best teacher I have ever met.

August:

It can be a month of misunderstood between me and my friends. But from there, I grew up to be a tough girl and open minded person. You great girls and guys bring me up. Thank you, my dear friends. I'm sorry for everything. I had seeked appologize from you friends and hope you all will forgive me too. I will surely be delighted with all of you. Once again, thanks ya as I have such awesome huge group almost 10+ years' friendship. MUAKZZZ~ Oh ya, I quited from choir too, just right a week before the choir state level competition. I accompanied them from thick and thin but quited due to busy reasons and some personal reasons too. I never gave up to all of you as my spirits will always be the team. Haha~ I quited out as a President of Choir to be a simple student. That's me. Along the whole month, I tried to be myself with my own quote --> WE CAN'T GET TWO THINGS ON THE SAME TIME!!!

September:

This was a trial exam month, aslo a sad yet boosing self motivation month. Because I failed my piano exam grade 8 ABRSM and unable to achieve my target until I lost my face due to the bad results. From that time, I was very sad. Everyone knows it and even some of them said me with bad thoughts. I know. Ok? Hey, I'm still strong because I have the greatest determination to back the best. You can judge me well but not yourself. I tried hard all the time to strive, compete with the time with some encouragements from some close friends and good teachers. Thanks all of you.

October:

This was also another month for me to work harder. Like usual, go for it. I walked along my way alone with some good encouragement words while facing those cold words around me. I felt it but I covered them up with my wills. Busy as usual.

November:

I attended my class party hold by my class, 5 ALPHA ( 5 SCIENCE 1), the best class I have ever have. This is the multirational class, compromise of three big main races. We had great time and awesome party. Later, we had teacher last day wishes. I hugged the teachers and so were they. Hugging each other as though as we wish each other all the best all the time and together with the best wishes I gained, I went to SPM. Finally, I started to exam.

December:

My SPM examination ended here. Later, a form 5 Chinese party. It's a great party just like what I had told in the previous posts. Then, my elder brother back with his new car. I got the chance to sit it until the journey to Penang. I visited BUKIT MERTAJAM, a new place to me in 2012. Yeach, I'm too exciting with everything new to me. A Christmas party with close friends. The review was also in the last post. So, that's it...

I had finished my sum up of simple 2011. That's it. There were sweet, sour, bitter and salty experience which have always lead my life to the fullest. Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012!!!

2012, I'm waiting for you. I'm ready!!! xd~ :) :D ^^

CHRISTMAS PARTY~

Yeach, I did attend a christmas party held by my girl friend. It's the first christmas party i involed for the first time. Clap hands and cheer! We had steamboat and bbq. The food was indeed delicious. I really had fun with you girls and guys. Thanks a lot. Lets view the picture and you will know how fun that night was and how we spent time together. We had present exchange and snapped pictures.

It's Christmas eve ~

Yo~ Today is CHRISTMAS EVE? Any party? Haha! Looking at outside, I can see people celebrating with family, the loved one, friends and the others. So, it's not a curious question. Nothing special as this year just like the previous year. As long as I enjoy it very much. Later, I gonna fried nuggets, drink 100 plus and watch movie. Movie, movie, movie, i love u. Christmas atmosphere, cheers~ :) MERRY CHRISTMAS...

Can i chat again? If possible, today since christmas. I do wish to have this chance... xd~

Aiyo~

I thought my plan goes on well but not. It's so dissapointing me. Haiz. I'm too frustrated. I thought I can go exam undang on this wednesday but full already then saturday. Lolzzz. My bill is extrememly expensive. So, now I make one decision==> LESS PLAY SMS. I must do it....

Raining season in Kelantan. I'm packing things and stuffs slowly like a tortoise. Play fb games, read undang, chat, sleep, eat, tv, movie... That's my routine for everyday. The most boring routine I have ever had.

I love Korean stars. Who love them here? Me... Me... Me... Especially, LEE MIN HO, the most handsome star. Wakakazzz. I love his acting and his appearance. Too perfect. That's my opinion. :)

Hihi

Say HI to everyone....

Yup, I'm back to KUALA KRAI, KELANTAN. It had been a week in BUKIT MERTAJAM. So, it's time to back here to pack some things.

I ate a lot there because those food are too tasty compared here. Have you try deer meat? I tried it. It was nice and soft compared to other meat. Maybe you should try it one day. Have a try sometimes isn't a bad idea.

So, anything else? I met someone there. We chatted .

Stay tune till other post, gonna have lunch. Yipiee~ Eat again... :)

Choose...

Choice is everywhere. It's just like a bubble. It floats here and there and when time approaches, it burts and left nothing. It's so simple as that. I'm not the best but I can do the right thing. You can't judge me by anything==> don't ever judge the book by its cover. Every human has his or her own choice. You may be the perfect but at least give me some choice or even a single lightning to stand there and speak out my view. I know you are the best, the nomber 1 here and if i go there, i might be the last one or even the not reached standard person. lolzzzz...

However, not everything goes like that. I saw one. Maybe it suits me more. I mean though it looks certainly simple but really quite comfortable. Don't think too much better or else everything fly. FLY AWAY~

Still got one more debt. Please be mindful and don't be busy body. Haha.... That's what my brothers always say me till today. I love his car. It's perfect to me. pic will upload when i reach kk la.

The ocean is too wide for us to swim across, the forest is too large for us to trek, even if the house is just in the square shape and we can't find the thing we want, this is call LESS CARING PERSON. I'm almost like that. yaya. ;) I can't fully treasure the best.

f5 gal

Name: WONG ZI SHUANG

Nickname: PURPLE

Characteristics: Cute, has big eyes, helpful, pretty... etc

Actually still got one more girl but her picture is not with me because she was absent duing the party, So, let me introduce without picture...

Name : SOO MEI TENG

Nickname: TIANG

Characteristics: Super tall, helpful, generous, kind... etc

f5 gal

Name: TAN VIVIAN

Nickname: TV

Characteristics: Pretty, helpful, generous, my present receiver... etc

f5 gal

Name: OOI WEN TENG

Nickname: RABBIT

Characteristics: Cute, my sifu, hardworking, smart... etc

f5 gal

Name: LAY HUI LIAN
Nickname: DURIAN
Characteristics: Good in talking, former librarian, can talk loudly... etc

f5 gal

Name: ANG HUEY WEN
Nickname: ANG KU KUEY
Characteristics: Cute, Pretty, like a princess, nice clothes, helpful, kind... etc

f5 gal

Name: LOW WAN YEE

Nickname: Duck

Characteristics: Good body shape, helpful, love her smile and laughness... etc

f5 gal

Name: PANG SIEW WEI

Nickname: AH PANG

Characteristics: Cute, helpful, like her big laughness... etc

f5 gal

Name: TOH YI WEI

Nickname: AH DU

Characteristics: Pretty, helpful, slim, love her laughness... etc

f5 gal

Name: LIM SIEW CHIEN
Nickname: CHICKEN
Characteristics: Hardworking, always seek forgiveness even though she is hardworking, helpful... etc

f5 gal

Name: SOO KAR MAN

Nickname: CARMAN

Characteristics: Pretty, good body shape, big smile... etc

f5 gal

Name: SIVA

Nickname: Watermelon

Characteristics: Brave, pretty, my debate partner, beautiful skin... etc

f5 gal

Name: YEW SUAT CHIN
Nickname: AH SUAT
Characteristics: Cute, love to draw cute cartoons just like her, has big shiny eyes... etc

f5 gal

Name: SANDRA LEE WEI SHAN

Nickname: SAMBAL

Characteristics: Pretty, cool, big smile... etc

f5 gal

Name: POON YING SIEW

Nickname: Cow

Characteristics: Helpful, brave, boyish... etc

f5 gal

Name: LIM JIE LING
Nickname: 010 (zero one zero)

Characteristics: Big sis because she's the january gal, cute possing, do good jobs... etc

f5 gal

Name: CHAI XIN YI

Nickname: AH CHAI

Characteristics: Super tall, look like a model, hardworking, slim... etc

Form 5 Gals~ one by one

Name: AW YEN RONG

Nickname: MEK AW

Characteristics: Cute, the owner of borrowing the party room, peace lover, perasan, always says

ISSH... etc

Form 5 Gals~

Lets see one by one~

Mirror mirror on the wall..

Who's the fairest of the world???

Present~

Let's blog about present first. Here, I would like to thank VINCENT LAU for that present I draw during the party. It's a penguin (somehow like HAPPY FEET). It's extremely cute, like me. Nope. I'm just kidding and making silly joke right here just to cheer you, my reader. Wuhaa~

7th December 2011

7th December 2011, the last day of SPM, the last day of schooling, the last day of party with you guys and girls. Today, I'm damn happy and until now (2.17am), I actually still not yet sleep and am blogging here. Claps and cheers for me. When the wall clock striked 1pm, we shouted "wooo" because our last Chinese paper 1 finished eventually. Then, we took picture with all the examiners. Later, we went to our class and took some memorable pictures. Maybe those are the last pictures in SMK Sultan Yahya Petra (1). It's not maybe but true. Yup... We girls took pictures but regarding to possing, we weren't as good as guy. They dared to sit on the high wall just to capture a picture like the movie ==> YOU'RE THE APPLE OF MY EYE. I'm so solute to them. Once again, I clap and cheer to you all. I got shocked and can't imagine they were willing to do that for the last time.

Before I went back from school, I asked my friend, KAR MAN AND XIN YI to help me took some pictures, whereby the background is the school 's name. This was certainly exclusive and valuable to me. Really.

At 6 o'clock, I went to YEN RONG 'S house. I greeted her grandmother and thanks God, she still remember me. She said I 'm slim. Wakakazzz... Did you hear it? Agood praise to me. WUHOOO~ Lol. I'm too lame. I'm the second earliest to reach there. Actually, I'm the present group, so I need to go there early just to lend both my hands.

It was totally a wonderful night. BUT... The steamboat was quite late until I can't watched the movie together with them. Luckily, I brought my pendrive and asked from KANG WEI. It's such a brilliant idea. Right? Comment about the food? It's nice just the friend mee was too "suck". Lolzzzxxx. I'm too full to eat more. Thus, I went down and our KANG WEI was singing so emotionally (EMO). All are good singers as they could sing a vast type of songs. Maybe except me, the one who has low knowledge of latest songs and lyrics. It's so embarrasing when they asked me to sing. I rejected for that.

After that, we watched the best movie done by KANG WEI and the gang. CLAP for them. TAK TAK TAK... Did you all hear it? Haha... They were too great as they succeed to finish it on time with a good and impressive product. Well done! My pictures are there. I'm wondering where did they get it since it was a grandmother story? TELL ME WHY??? ==> a song. xd~

After that, we sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OURSELVES. Is this curious? Yes, indeed. YEN RONG said it was for us. Yaya. CHEW ANN PHIN, happy birthday to you for finishing high school. Then, we had the present ceremony. It was the time for us to choose. VIVIAN got mine. I wondered will she liked it? The wooden block is bought and so is the chocolate. BUT... The card is done by myself. I use the whole afternoon to make the card and wrapped it all by myself. Hopefully she loved it. Did you all know what did I get and from who? It's from VINCENT LAU. Haha~ I got a cute penguing ==> HAPPY FEET (somehow like that) It's too nice. Thanks you. I really appreciate it so much.

After that, at sharp 11.30pm, I went home. Goodbye my dear friends. When can we still meet each other? TEARS DROPSSS...

Night, I need to sleep. Tomorrow will be a new post. Please wait patiently...

SMILE no more Tears...

:)

Words~

There are words to be say out before it is too late and words not to say out no matter what going to happen. Right? Yeach... Since it was old grandmother story, so I'm not going to say here but it will be a part of my memory. Lame gal. No, I should say that I must forget about it. Haiz... Don't know about it anymore. Let it be.

I'm here just to express my thoughts. So, dear readers, your truely writer will surely back in a few more days. Thus, please be patience because I got thousands of words to say out later. Your kindly patience is widely needed.

Ok, I stop here first. Apple will ripe as soon as possible when ethylene is added after a few more days... Passion fruit is coming again~ wuhooooooo =)

No matter what going to happen, I'm ready to go along the long path. Gal, u can do the best!!! xd~ ;D

Convocation~

Hihi~ I'm here again to share my brother's convocation of master. I'm too hapy and proud to have him as my brother. Do you hear what i said? Nevermind if you can't but I know you should have know it. Haha~

Have a sit and see it~

The pink rose flower is given to me by my brother. I love it so much. THanks... The family picture will be wonderful if i'm there. xd~ :)

Trial~

Trial? What does it means? A try or a real? I think a real. This is what i thought for the trial exam. It's indeed a real exam for the coming absolutely true public exam. This trial is totally sigh. HAIZ.. That's enough to describe my condition. I did not even prepare much for this. So, the product after reacting with the reactant is a fail experiment. Everthing did went wrong. My PA is half dead. I'm sad. I don't know how to face him. No face with this.

Past is always a past. I can't change it anymore unless i work harder for the future. Can i concentrate with it only other than those minor thingy? Pray for me.

My elder brother attended his own master convocation. Cheer for him. Congratulation, bro. You did well. Sadly, I can't go due to trial exam. If not, I can go and relax and play. My brother brought his girl friend. She is the one whom i had chat and saw her picture through facebook. Haiz, the first meet also can't meet her.

My rose flower will arrive tomorrow. It's actually my brother's flower but he gave me. So nice is he. I just want the cute little teddy bear.

It's boring and exhausted for this pass few weeks. Let's take a break...

Shout it out~

Sometimes, when i sit alone, it doesn't mean that i'm emo. I 'm just thinking about things to be done in the next second. I like the way my life runs. Maybe the world changes as it rotates. Can i slightly change?

A few days ago, I was warded in hospital for almost 3 hours. Thanks to those who concerning about me. I got diarhoea. Lol. Due to a low blood pressure level, I was sent to emergency ward. Some kind of new experience to me.

Today, someone asks me whether I am sad if I have no people to talk. My answer is it's all the same because I know I need to overcome it in my class. If my friend who know me deeply, maybe they know i'm not quiet. That's true. When i go outside to interact with friends from different places, I managed to do the best till they said i'm absolutely friendly. I'm not lieing or praising myself. But here, I 'm always speechless. Why am i like this?

I'm walking on the path I choose to face the coming circumstances, right?

My bb is with me. blackberry. nice. thanks uncle!

I'm here again~

Today is the 2nd of August. Happy Birthday, my friend --> Teck Sin, old classmate since in kindergarden. Haha~

I'm too eager of getting my BB. Wakakazzz.. Don't be so happy, ok? Be simple and as usual. That's what every religion teaches us to be. I'm still learning about life.

In tuition, my teacher asked me when will I shift? My answer is most probably after SPM. Wuhaa~ Time, please passes swiftly. I want to shift to a new place, to approach new things, to socialise with new people, to be comfortable with new background. In a nut shell, everything is going to be NEW.

I'm now sometime a mad girl. Lolzzzxxx. Not the mad but somehow like crazy. Just be natural to face everything. Be the person who I am is enough. Can I laugh like a gal who lost her reputation?

Lotus flower, a beautiful flower. I plant it in front of my house. I love it so much. To me, it symbolize an important thing to me. It teaches me how to face the real life. When I smell it, I always find out that the smell is like the toothpaste mint. Weird but it's still nice in its inner part.

EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE...
JUST PASS THROUGH IT...
IT'S A CHALLENGE...
FOR ME TO COMPLETE...
MY ANSWER WILL BE...
YES, I WILL...
JUST FOR IT...
IT...


SKY SHINNING WITH STARS...
LOOK AT IT...
MY ANSWERS FOR THAT IS THERE TOO...
IF U KNOW IT...
U UNDERSTAND ME...
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING...
I APPRECIATE IT...
IT...


WIND BLOWS...
IT'S COOL AND REFRESHING...
I LOVE IT...
THOUGH IT'S JUST A FEW SECONDS...
CHANCES DOESN'T ALWAYS PRESENT...
IF IT'S FOR U...
THEN GRAB IT...
IT...

I SMILE...
U SMILE...
THE WORLD SMILE...
LOVE FULLFILL THE SPACES...
SOCIETY IS WARMFUL...
BECAUSE OF A SINGLE SMILE...
HOW MAGNIFICIENT IT IS...
IT...

HAHA~ How's it? Nice? I just simple write. Suddenly have such idea, then spread it out... lolzzzxxx

LAME GAL IS ME!!! =)

A simple sum up of July~

It's a month full of sorrow and happiness for me. Sorrow for certain reason and happiness for certain reason too. I'm too lame. Haha~ No doubt for it. There's still a few months left for me to struggle since I'm lazy like a pig just like someone who called me once. Lol. I admit now. A week to go and I will get it. Wakaka...

I'm forgetting the past. Let's meet as a new friend. Hi, how are u? My name is CHEW ANN PHIN. Nice to meet you here.

Do forgive what I have to to you all too but please don't mind if you all can change as well as I do. I 'll certainly appreciate it very much. Although my condition is the same as the others. NO BEST FRIEND. I know some of my seniors do so for the past few years when they're taking SPM. Life is that. Reality comes first.

LET BEGONE BY BEGONE. Sorry for everything if I hurt any of you. I really hope you all will forgive me too. Let's smile to the world. There's still a long journey for me to discover the wonderful world. Sweet and sour will sum up my whole journey of my own experience in the real life.

HAVE A NICE DAYS!!!

From: Apple// CHEW ANN PHIN


RAINBOW...
I KNOW WHERE ARE YOU...
I'M HEADING TOWARDS YOU...
BUT...
PLEASE WAIT FOR ME...
TO SMILE...
LOVE...

You~

I had a dream last previous night. I dreamt of someone. In the dream, the person wears a cap and waving to me. I thought it was just a simple goodbye because the person waved to me as usual and even gave me a warm sweet smile but it wasn't what I had thought. The person shifted to New Zealand. I knew it when another person told me. During that time, I was really sad but nothing I can do because the person took the flight.

SAYONARA~

It was a dream. It's just like leaving someone with a broken heart. I can feel it but I do hope this won't happen even when we meet again.

Friday~

It is Friday again. It's super duper boring because I'm too free. Wakakazzz.. Piano with song of sunny day from Jay Chou. I love it so much. Don't ask me why as I also don't know. Lol. I wrote a sms but I just don't know want to reply her or not. Forget it.

Piano.

Homework.

TV.

Jog? SEE IF I'M LAZY OR HARDWORKING.

Sleep.

NICE WEEKDAY BUT BORING...

Peace~

Hi! Today, my emosional is quite stable. I'm now as a freezer who freeze myself from socialising with them unless some of my good friends. I know what I did yesterday. I also know what they talked about me. Now, I deactive my facebook to avoid viewing those gossiping continuosly. I'm sicked and bored of it. I think you should know why I did that.

LET BEGONE BY BEGONE. I'm trying. This is my second time facing this condition. I told it to my family. They said nevermind and just ignore them. Let them to be invisible rather than visible. That's really a good idea. I love it. Thanks to my dear family and some of my friends who support me fully. I'm not XIAO QI but just feel very DISSAPOINT with their attitude. Friends for almost 13 years but they did not appreciate the valuable friendship. So,it's ok.

I can't find my true best friend and when I'm in out station, I can find one. There's not much sweet momory with them in Kuala Krai. Nevermind.

DEAR ANN PHIN, do cheer up every single second. We'll at your side no matter what's going to happen. That's our words. Thanks.

Now, I'm trying to live through my own life style with only good values. I don't wish to immitate others but just being myself. Give me a single smile when you meet me. I'm glad to see it.



SMILE AS THE GREATEST MEDICINE IN MY LIFE...
I SMILE TO THE WORLD...
AND SO IS THE WORLD...
CAN I BE THE SHINNING STAR???
HAHA~ WUHOO~ LALALA~
=)

Is this call friends?

This is the second time I met this condition. I wonder why everyone like this. Why do they need to bouycott me? Did I do any wrong? A piece of time table can turn our friendship in shit. Why can't you all just treat me like normal. If you need help, I do my best to you all but now you all return me with shits. What the hell is the world doing?

Follow up with my situation. I'm not xiao qi but you all make me to be angry.

I saw it clearly was a time table. When I ask you all, all of you cooperate with each other and say ask her la. I ask also no use. You all bouycott me and say don't know. So what? Then I asked in her in an annoy way and they just gave me a coppy. A time table. A simple paper. Why can't you all just give me? Is is so secret? I take already then will become what? NOT ENOUGH PAPER. Such a useless reason to me. Why don't you all just say I DON'T WANT LET U KNOW. So easy.



A timetable only...
COMPLICATED ISSUE...

Well done again~

Glad to know that they won again. They 're going to represent Kelantan. Wow... Congratulation. xd...


FORGET IT...
MOVE FORWARD BUT NOT BACKWARD.
AM TYRYING...
BLESS ME...

Well done!

Well done, dear choir team. All of you did it well.

Lolzzzxxx...

Look at the sky...
My answers are there...

Today, what should I write? Yesterday, I went swimming with my friends. Haha~ I love swimming. I like the coolness of the water, especially during the hot sun. I could still remember the time I went to Pulau Redang by a school trip. We went snorkelling. We saw the beautiful corals and fish swimming freely all the time. I touch the sands. They are just white. When could I still go there with my friends from all states? GUYS AND GIRLS, I HOPE TO MEET YOU ALL... You are damn active, espcially the Penang guy and Malacca girl.

Flash back...

I remember how we meet and talk. I appreciate the momment. JUN JIA, did you know that? Wakakazzz. If you see this, smile to me when we meet in KL if we have such golden opportunity.

1314179

Lie to me?

You're such a big liar. Finally, I know who are you. Tell me this but you then tend to do that. Go ahead. Over acting from time to time. No one likes you. xd~

She's always fine even alone!

I finally go through the hard time without any help. I'm independent. No consolling, no sweet words and so on. I'm better right now. Cheer forher! haha!!!

Sad~

I fail my grade 8 piano exam. I cried. The sky cried with me too. Haiz... Dad asks me to retake it. Haiz... I am very sad. No mood for me the whole day.


T_T

T_T

T_T

National Service???

National Service (NS) is now currently a hot issue. Everyone is worrying about their names whether they are the shortlisted or not. So, am I. Haha. I'm no scared but I just hope to get far places other than Kelantan. I want to expose to new things BUT I'm not the shortlisted. I'm quite happy. Almost all my friends got it.

MAAF, XXXXXX-XX-XXXX, anda tidak terpilih untuk menyertai PLKN siri ke 9/2012.

Saw it? Haha. I'm safe. Dear brothers, I did not get it. Although I'm not shortlisted, it doesn't mean that I will become fatter because I 'm already slim. Haha. Just in my opinion. Lolxxxzzz. Don't laugh at me.

I don't get PLKN. So what? Did you all need to say me? Below are the conversations that hurt and boom people....

X: I will help you to get PLKN.

Y: If u help me, I will help R too.

R: Go ahead.

Y: Why don't you say ANN PHIN?

Me: Cheh, get then get la. It's not a big deal. If I get, then I go. Easy job!

Z: Did you all listen to what ANN PHIN said?

I'm sigh to listen to their talk. Friends for so many years but still redo the same thing. I'm not unsastifed with them but before you all speak out, please look around the people around you first. I'm nothing but I just shocked to see you girls ' talking. It's just like I'm the apple on a brick and thousands of arrows are coming towards me.

Today, they gossip. I know they aren't talking about me but please don't do that. Lolxxxzzz.

I'm sick. I have sore throat. Save my voice. I'm slightly fever. I HATE SICK. No one likes it too.

Today, is the audition of choir. Did you all do well? I hope so. Try to do the best to win. I went to a talk of MORAL.The teachers are super duper good. I like them very much. Their techniques are the best.

Night, everyone in the world. I'm tired and sicked. Have a fond dream! =)

Aloha~

Talk back about my trial. Now, it change to august 8th. Haiz... Why is it so early? Other states are just far away from their trial except KELANTAN. Lolxxxzzz...

I am here to hope that those who don't know the real reason I quite choir please don't simply talk. I know talking is without insurance but please don't hurt me. Their words are like the tiny thorns that kept on pickling my heart. It's broken and fragile. HAPPY? SASTIFIED?

It's sad to leave choir but I had no choice. I know I trained them since January but reality is the choice. I know what I am doing. Haha~ Change topic.

I HATE BEING AN EMO GAL...

I love ON THE FLOOR... So nice.

Sand....

Just look at the sands, it glitters and make me awake. "ALL THAT GLITTERS IS NOT GOLD". What a nice phrase! But who does know and understand it deeply? I? You? They? We? He? She? Or even it? It means all that not everything that looks precious is precious. So, everything isn't perfect as what we thought. A blank paper will always consists a tiny black dot if we see it clearly. No matter how perfect the person is, he or she sometimes will also make a simple mistake. This is the fact we can't deny.

p/s: SPOT THE GLITTERING SANDS~

Wuhaa~ BLEK... ==

I'm right~

Today, my Additional Mathematics teacher, Mr Siva told us that trial exam is held in august. I'm totally shocked. It's too early. Luckily, I quite from choir already. I'm such a good girl as I listen to my dad's advice. Haha~ Praising myself. Wuhaa...

Right~


I 'm now forgetting the past, trying to face the future right now. Just asume I lost my memory and begin with a new chapter of life. Aza-aza fighting!!!


Go...go...go...

Unbelievable...

Today, the whole day I'm fully emo. Haha... I don't think anyone about it because I try hard not to let them see. Finally, I brave up myself to meet the teachers and I told them I want to quite. They were totally shocked to hear my words. I had no choice but I need to put more effort on other things. The teachers were speechless as they know they must respect my words but they do ask me to think wisely. After thinking, I decide the same thing and I really didn't appear this evening.

I read a nice article. It's just same as what my mind is thinking on right now. LOOSING ANYTHING RIGHT NOW IS EQUAL TO GAINING ANYTHING AT THE SAME TIME TOO. Is this nice? Ya, I think so. This is the sentence what I have written last few posts. Haha...

Somebody is a fool. Sombody thought they are smart enough to fool a person but they are actually not. It's happy when you success to fool the person. The person is hurt deeply when someone told them they did not do so. What is the world doing? Is it just rotating and produce such fool people to fool the innocents? UNFAIR... Somebody is ungrateful although someone helps them a lot by fooling someone. HAIZ...

EVERYTHING CHANGES, I CHANGE, YOU CHANGE, WE CHANGE, THEY CHANGE...


Tomorrow need to be at school at 7am. It's so early. During this time, as usual, I'm just awaken up. What is the school doing? Morning test does not need to start so early. I really miss the assembly time. I want to go there to listen what the teachers talk, what the students do and breathe the fresh cool air. No such chance already.

Someone is so busy-body. Someone keeps on going to my class and try to spy on sombody what are they doing. Someone is too free until gossip somebody that somebody is tension or wat wat wat. Someone enters my class to see somebody how to spend time. Arrgh.. What is the Earth going on?


We can't change the reality. I just hope I do my part well by not hurting people around me. I'm quiet and as cool as ice cube just because of this simple reason. Wakakazzz... Great job!!!

Decision...

I have been thinking of this matter since in the begining of the year. It is always making me headache. Haha... Now, I eventually made up my mind. I choose to xxxxx. Lolzzzxxx. It's my own decision being suport by my family and the others. After this, I will be free. I will not be hate or annoy by someone in it. They will not show me their colours of faces. I'm happy and I no need to scold them for being indisipline. Haha~


BUT....


MY SPIRIT WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU ALL!!!


GO FOR IT...


ME TOO!!!

SHARE~

Change...

I realised this happen for a long period. Now, it reoccur. Gossip is simple among girls but I really hate it. It now happened to me. OMG... How sad am I until some people don't even trust me. TRUST is demolished among us. I know it will happen and it really happening now.

Gossip about me? So what? Maybe all people around me will think I'm tension but I 'm not. TENSION does not exist on me. Anyone trust me? Please do so. People are from all walks of lives. I can't blame them for gossiping me in such way. I know who treat me well, who gossip me, who hate me deeply and so on. I know what's going on but I try not to care so much because if anything happen on me, I'm alone with no helper. I don't wish to meet enemies all the time, whenever I go and whenever I am. Why don't the world be peaceful?

Everyone say I change. Yes, I change for my own personal reason. Should I tell you all about this? Sure no. This is my business. How many time should I say? MIND YOUR BUSINESS FIRST BEFORE OTHERS. This is so easy and you all can't even obey it for the whole life time. I don't even mind your business. I'm not tense.

NO PARTY, NO HIGH-TEA, NO OUTING... Is this also call as tension? How come this unique Earth got such people? I 'm weird but please don't say I'm tension. I'm just doing my things. I'm busy for a certain period and I just use the time to relax myself. Maybe you all think that party is relax but to me, it's so noisy and hectic. I'm those who fonds of peaceful and harmony. Good music shades my life. PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC. STOP YOUR BIG FAT MOUTH...

You told me about it. I appreciate your kindness but don't let me feel dissapoint of your words.

Choir Team~

Sorry for scolding all my dear choir team but I have no choice. I want the whole choir team to be the best. We aim for champion not loosing. So, please be serious during the training. Disipline is the basis, the foundation upon all success, including choir. Without disipline, the whole choir will be ruin. I don't wish to see the choir team to have a bad reputation. Though we're new, just be patient and step on pave by pave, and i'm sure we can do well. Every time after scolding, i'm hurt. I know I have ruin all of you's mood or anything but once again please do for the choir.

I'm aiming for the best...

Do you know???

Rush~

Today is my first day to be so rushing. My school finished at 2.50pm. Then, addtional class in school began at 3.30pm to 5.30 pm for the subject of Biology and Chemistry.

Mad fellow~

You are a mad fellow, a mad guy. Blek~ So what? Don't think you are very good or what. You are actually the same like everyone is. Stop being a childish person who keeps on pretending to be a mature person. Frankly, you are not mature but a kid. Haha~ No one likes your behavior. So, am I. I did not tell bad things. So, think before you speak out. Kiddy... Someone is better than you. Having a friend like you is my wrong fate but I have no choice. Lol...zzz


SHUT UP YOUR BIG FAT MOUTH!!!

Random~

Random is random. Lolzzzxxx. I encounter this word many times, either in Additional Mathematic, Mathematic, Physic and so on. Today, I met my friend from the UM camp in Facebook. We chat for a while. Then, I went to tuition. He's the first guy who is my group who I knew through ice-breaking. During the camp, I actually thought he was same age as me and I really wanted to ask him his age but I was not dare. Today, I asked him. He told me he is 16. Haha... He's slightly younger than me. Nevermind, it's still nice to meet him, this cute brother.

Below is our team picture when playing games...

Sweet memory flash back~

I really miss the momment when I joinned a Chinese camp in UM. I miss my team mates, who are so sporting and nice all the time till now. Friendship forever!





Have a sit and watch our drama~


Do comment!

So what???

Ya, I'm sometimes as cold as ice but so what? Is this your business too? Lame. Don't pretend to be so nice if you aren't. I hate liars. OK? Stop being childish. We're 17 years old teenager. (I'm 16, going to 17) ps// : that's the lovely song from a movie. Muackzzz for it... Wuhaa... Whatever questions you asked, I answer. A smile can also be answer, especially when I'm speechless. It's a polite answering way. Your words are sometimes untrustable. I'm not a fool. Haha~ Maybe a kid will trust your words.








Woke up~

BC AURAL~

I did my BC auraul with two of my friends on Monday. I didn't prepare much and I don't understand what the questions asked for. So, at the end, we were out of topic. I'm very sad and my mood was currently down. My friends seemed to be no care of it but I'm different. I'm worry that it might affect my marks. They did not explain to me well. My BC is not so good. The next day, I went to find my BC teacher. She told me how to do and even gave me the reasons why I 'm out of topic. Then, I'm fully understand. So, today, I redo again and finally I'm in the topic but this time I did it with another group since my friends didn't want to redo.

People sometimes are selfish...
We can't blame them...
Just ignore them...
At least we aren't them...

Sitting down on a stone chair...
Doing my homework...
Someone passed by...
Greeting among each other began...
In short...
It's just a few seconds...
Asume it was like the lightning which striked...
Everything happened in a split of a second...
Waved each hands...
It signify goodbye to each other...
GOODBYE...

This is my first time to write something new like this. I wonder you all understand of my work. XD...

Today, I played JAY CHOU 's song, "SUNNY DAY". Did you all hear? Haha~ Maybe it's too far for all of you to listen. No doubt. As it's such a long time I don't play it, I'm quite nervous to play it. This is my favourite song. I love it's melody. It suits me very much. M y feeling and mood will be much more better with the accompanyment of music. Music is part of my life.

SuNny Day, maybe tomorrow again...

OPS RAYAU???

OPS RAYAU??? What's that? Recently, this is the programme done by my school. It runs to decrease the index of students loafing without reasons during schooling hours. It's perfect.

Few days before it, the prefect organisation held a meeting. Mr Ho gave his speech of this programme and he asked our Head Prefect and Assistant Head Prefect to give their speech. First, here came the Head Prefect. He gave his own idea of that programme. BLA~ BLA~ BLA~ Do you know why I wrote bla~ ? This is because he talked nonsense. He don't even know what is that programme and why it runs. It's so embarrasing for him, especially, Mr Ho rated him 0 mark. The Head Prefect really deserved to get 0 mark. Even the Asistant Prefect is much more better than him during his speech because at least he gave his points out clearly.

After giving speech and all the teachers went out, the Head Prefect really unsastified with his mark. I could feel his anger. So, he said he want to retalk all the points the next day because he still cannot accept the fact.

Here come the next day. A prefect meeting was conducted. As usual, he retalked. There's no point in his speech again. If he called up my name to rate him, I would give him 1 mark. Do you know why? You did the same thing too. I will give you only 1 mark because at least you speak but without points and also to give you some face. I know you are the head, so give you some mark is enough. Not only I would do that to you but there're still lots of people.

Actually, I felt quite regret to choose you as the Head Prefect. I thought you can do well just like what your brothers did. LOLZZZXXX...

Uncomfortable~

My stomach was not comfortable for certain reasons. So, I felt quite sleepy during the class. I went to toilet for a few times. Haha~ WITHOUT CARD... Shh~ Don't tell the discipline teacher. You can't blame me because girl card is only one. Furthermore, the school now is running a new rules, "OPS RAYAU". I wonder other school does it.

I'm not sleeping, I'm laying down only. Don't misunderstood. You aren't perfectly and fully understanding me. No doubt for it. It's not a big matter. I won't mind of it. Just forget it.

CLass...

It's been such a long time for not updating my blog. Sorry reader. "It's too late to apologize... it's too late.." This is the song from my readers. Haha~ I'm busy. No doubt for it.

Today, I had Biology class. I learnt about hormone. Alzeimer is a type of diseases where by the patient has memory loss. Maybe I have a little of it too. I can't remember where I put my note till today. It's almost 2 days already. Haiz... I'm OLD.

About my piano exam? Speechless. I began with my scale. I play quite well but suddenly when he asked me to play legato in third B flat left hand only, I was shocked. When I knew how to play, he asked me not to play. Sad of it... What to do? It's my fate.

I met my senior. The girl as usual, one guy as usual but the other one is frightening me. He 's fat. I meant his body size. Lolzzzxxx. Still nice to meet them again and chat for a while.

Choir is worst when the teacher is not around. Someone is annoying me. Stop behave rude to me in such way. I dislike of it. You are totally disrespectful to me. I'm the head. Forget it... Thinking this makes my day emo~

I won consolation prize for my essay English writing competition for the DBP state. It's a RM 50 prize. So nice to receive it. Happy... Clap and cheer for me! Woohaa~

My hp is having problem. It's not my fault. I'm sharing phone with my mom. So, if you all can't find me, don't blame me. I don't wish so. Maybe I 'm going to have a new hp in August. MAYBE only.

Ok, I stop here. I'm sleepy. From this week onward, I'm going to sleep early after being scolded by my dad for sleeping in the midnight. He's right. Nightzzzz, everyone... MUAKZZZ~

Kelantan VS Terengganu

It's a match between Kelantan and Terengganu for the FA Champoinship. Since I was borned in Kelantan, I will awalys support Kelantan. GOMO KELANTAN!!!

Cheer and support for you, KELANTAN!!!

HERE...

My game ended here. Haha~ I wonder when will it restart? Let the time answer my question.

Wuhoo~

share...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S : (F)ight for you. (R)espect you. (I)nvolve you. (E)ncourage you. (N)eed you. (D)eserve you. (S)ave you.

Ais Kacang Puppy Love~

I finally watched it. It's a nice movie but a sad love story. Pitty the guy and the girl. It's a Malaysia moive. So, maybe the standard is not so high but still interesting. Wanna know more about it??? So, just relax and watch it and I'm sure you will enjoy...

Puppy love usually won't last long...
The couple in the movie too eventually break...
How sad it was...

RAinBOw...

Share~

I found something interesting. Lets share~

‎Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees.The boys don't want to reach for the them because they r afraid of falling and getting hurt. So the apples at the top think there's something wrong with them,but in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy and the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...”

xd...xd...xd...

Teachers...

Teachers are great people who teach us to excell in our studies. From the day we stepped in the kindergarden, we meet them. Maybe during that short period, we do not fully understand whom they are. We just knew to call them as "teacher". That's what a small kiddy usually does including I when I was just 4 years old with a long pony tail. Now, I know what it means.

I met a vast of teachers who use different methodologies just to make sure we are paying full attention to their class. They tend to talk humerously, story telling and so on. They teach us with full true heart and the most important is their sincerity. When they smile, I smile. It's a sense of humanity. We response to each other. I love the way they speak and communicating with the students. I mean their ways are totally different from the usual style outside from school. Once I listen to their teaching, I know they prepare hard for us.

to be continued if free~ i'm tired. oops,,, shh...

Classes...

Holiday begins, classes also begins. Every morning, my classes begins from 8.30am to 12.00pm. It's quite sastified because if compared to SMK SYP 2, we are much more lucky as students of latter begins from 8am to 12.30pm. Am I right? Absolutely. So, sometimes it is not surprising to see the school produce excellent students. Everyday, new homework is given either tonnes or less than that. New teaching is taught to follow up the syllabus and I'm working hard to catch up what I have left. Aza-aza fighting for me.

I'm not going any where for holiday. My home, my paradise, my holiday villa. Haha! It sounds nice to me. My practice is not perfect yet and is no complete. I got to enjoy well. Time passes swiftly, people pass by me just in a blink of an eye, things change in a strike of a lightning. A few days ago, I saw a movie where one of the character says, " SOMETIMES, MEETING SOMEONE IS A HATRED BUT SOMETIMES, MEETING SOMEONE IS A PLEASURE AND IT'S JUST LIKE WE'RE EAGER TO MEET THEM AGAIN!" This sentence sounds nice and quite meaningful. It's a true statement and also a true fact. No doubt for it. It's just a question that who we meet during that short period.

I told you I'm sad of my this exam result because of my greedyness in joining all sorts of competitions. Haha. You said nevermind as long as I enjoyed before. Your words are true but reality is reality. Gaining one thing is equal to loose one thing at the same time and it's just what I am going to loose during the bet. I really lost my good results and gain the opportunity in participating those competitions. Someone is good in exam due to tips. Is that fair? No, right? Someone is good in exam due to cheat. Is that fair? No, too. Someone without tips and no cheats is the best. This is truely fair. Yes. Cheer for such person!

LALALA~lalala~ xd... XD...

Exam~

Mid -term exam was finished. I'm still frustrated. I know that this time I'm not going to get excellent result just like the previous exam because I have a tonnes of homework not yet done. Is this ridiculous? Exactly no. I really do not finish it till now. I had been busy for debating for two weeks where I did not enter class but came to school to prepare for all those stuffy things. Haiz. Sacrifice is needed to gain something and later when the mid-term exam result is out, I'm going to loose something. It's sad to face it but it is the truth.

Holiday is starting. However, don't cheer for it! It's not my holiday as it's just a minor rest for me. I have a lot of things to finish. As usual, additional class and tuitions will be taken as my school life. Homework as usual. Fun as usual. Everything is usual. Nothing is special. I did not join the trip because I need to do something. Sorry guys and girls. I made you all dissapoint but maybe some people will feel better if I am absent in that case. I made your wish come true.

I have a lot of things to be rush back so that I'm not left backward in the class. I hate being the last. My thingy is on now. On-ing~-


ON...ON...ON...

Teacher's Day~

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to every teacher around the world, especially those who have or had taught me. Today, I received an award. I totally got shocked when I'm annouced as the "pelajar dedikasi" or a dedication student. Haha. I 'm happy but my name was typed wrongly both on certificate and award. My name would be CHEW ANN PENG or CHU ANN PENG. Haha~

You aren't not what I think. Maybe I 'm not good at guessing your thinking. You made me speechless. Every single action of you are weird and different from time time. I'm fed up with you. Stop asking me about those non related issue to me. I'm not professional with that and you should know more. That is not important to me and it's your problem that you want it.

Everything is cleared. No wall between each other... =)

Read on~

Hi everyone! I found something interesting and here I'm going to share with all of you. Yipee~ It's all about friendship. Follow me :

FRIENDS, FRIENDS, FRIENDS. What are they? Who are they? Hmm... They are people who are with us in good times and bad. Am I right? No doubt for it. There are also the unfriendly people who also call friends. What exactly are unfriendly friends? As usual, they are people we see everyday who we think are supportive, loyal and caring but they turn out to be none of the above. Instead, they are selfish, immoral and self righteous.

Can the opposite sex be our best friend? Sure. There's no differece between different sex. A girl and a boy can be best friends as long as they know their limits. To boys, girls are their good listeners who always listen and try to motivate and give solution. To girls, boys are their supporters who always cheer and make them laugh and smile all the time. Laughter is sort of good medicine. I too have best friends who are boys. They are just great and cool as long as they are kind hearted.

Normal VS Best. Normal conservations with our NORMAL FRIENDS are something that is just really normal. But when it comes to a heart-to-heart, it's nice to have our best friends. A friend still has a meaningful role in life. Basically, best friends are those who are always there for us. Thsy are those who understand us well and make sure we stay our of trouble. or perhaps join us in the trouble. They accept us in just the way we are. They are the ones who will listen to our wackiest idea ever and they are also the ones who care for us.

KK & TM~

Wuhoo~ Finally, my problem is solved. Thanks God. It's just a small matter between us. We're now friends no more enemies. Haha~ Friendship 4ever!!! =) Do the best for National level because you guys are representing Kelantan...

Debate...

It was my first time to join this parlimen style English debate. I am the 2nd speaker and my role is to rebut the point and give out two points. Our first round was with Pasir Mas --> SMK Kamil. We won them easily just like ABC. No doubt for it because they 're shaky when we POI them. During the first round, we were the oppostion. Thanks for the lady luck to be with us. But later, when we entered the 2nd round, we lost to Tanah Merah --> SMK Dato Paduka Mohamad Raja. They were the Government team, which consists of 1 Chinese guy, 1 Chinese girl and 1 Malay girl. Unlike us. We're the only 1 Malaysia team. This time , the lady luck was not with us. We lost. Though lost, we're ok but they stepped on us with sarcasticsm. How could this happen? Were the judges blind? Rude is banned in Parlimen style debate. How could this happen? When my 1st speaker began, they POI her to speak clearly and this made my team mate shaky. Come on, it's your hearing problem if you can't catch what she's talking about. When it's my turn, when I just began with my point and rebut them, they then started to POI me. Why should all of you be so hurry? I decline every POI excepet 1 because it is a must for us to accept it and I accept the Malay girl because I knew thatif I receive the chinese, they sure fired me until I'm explode. So, for safe, it's better to take the weakest's POI. When my third speaker rebut, they did the same thing, POI POI POI. Haiz... In my reply speech, I ded a fault. I forgot about the time. I missmix it. It's okay as the judges don't even hear what I'm going to sum out. They are the newest judges. That's why we lost. Tomorrow will be the semi final and final. TANAH MERAH, IF YOU THINK YOU'RE THE BEST, BE THE FINAL. DON'T JUST PHEWW US. RUDE IS NOT A GOOD MANNER. YOUR STYLE AND LANGUAGE IS FAILED~

Sharing~

Well, I found somethings interesting. Lets share with you all~

Star has 5 ends. ♥
A Square has 4 ends.♥
A Triangle has 3 ends.♥
A Line has 2 ends.♥
But Circle of our friendship has no end...♥

Tired~

I'm chosen as the 2nd speaker. I wonder why I'm chose. Haiz. It's really busy in preparing those motion's points. I have no experience and now need to represent the district to state level. It's totally nonsense but no choice I have to go through it no matter how hard it is. The whole week I was busy with the preparation and I don't even enter the class and no time for me to do revision for the coming exam.

Luckily there's my friend who makes me feel warm and smile. His words and sms totally motivate me. Thanks to the seniors who are willing to help me.

Below is what my good friends motivate me:
- take everything easy
-relax
-good luck
-i have faith in you
-remember happy go lucky
-i'm proud of you
-being a human, we need to smile, though sad, we still must live our life fully, though happy, we still have to live to the fullest, so, lets live happily
-sleep early

=)

i hope i can help u,but no idea at all

You 're a weird guy. You kept on say you have full faith in me. Haha~ When I reply zzz, you said I hurt you. That's icing not hurting. I 'm finding ways to the motion.

IDEAS, I NEED YOU...
HURRY UP...

Unwritten thoughts...

Here, I would like to thank you for my birthday cards. I mean both of you. I like them. Both of you did them with sincere heart, full of friendship love and designs. Thanks.

A smile replace with a smile. When I try to smile with you as an awesome culture, you did not do so and I won't mind it again because it is not a big deal. It's just a simple manner. I'm not going to quarrel with you because I'm not a childish girl. Maybe that's you.

Please don't eat ay my school desk and left those leftover there. I hate it. Do behave youself at my place. You can eat at your place. I let you eat at my place but you didn't even appreciate my kindness and still ditry my place even though just a single drop of ketchup. Dirty is always dirty and smelly is always smelly. They won't change.

I'm happy that you stop calling me that name. That's why I borrow you my file. Everything is now fine. You have your own target and so am I. Friend is just friend and the friendship will not be over than the border line. I know you totally will understand what I mean.

RAINBOW~
I'M WAITING FOR YOU~

Saturday~

I hate Saturday for a simple reason --> ironing school uniforms. Haha~ Is this super duper funny? Indeed. I'm lazy with it but I have no choice and have to do it. lalala~ whee~ blek~ :) ;) ^^ ==