Hello, readers! It's been a long time since I abundant here. A lot of things happened, time flies and I'm here to share my thoughts again.
For the past 2 years in my university life, I joined various events ranging from my hostel to international events as a secretariat and held many high posts from a normal member to Vice Project Director. Sometimes, I'm happy with everything but as time goes by, I know that actually all these aren't not important. I at first joined events and clubs are for the experience. Now, I went through many happy and sad moments and the important thing is the experience I gained. I know that in the future I will use it too. I met a lot of people, knowing them good or bad, work together as a teammate, as a family and so on. Until a certain point, I felt that I'm very tired and is totally fed up of joining any events again. Sometimes, I just felt I don't want to attend any meeting at all although they are not clash in timing. Sometimes, if they're clash in timing, I even have to find excuse to attend the most important meeting (based on the event's date) or to ask my assistant to replace me for that meeting. It was a depressed moment for my second semester in year 2. I was too busy until I have to let go an international event (HOCKEY) as a liaison officer assistant coordinator. Obviously, I was quite sad but because I need to have some rest time for myself, I have to do so.
Joining events are good. I learn a lot of things all the time. Even though I'm holding a high position, every time, I assist my teammates to solve problems, I learn the process and every single moment with them. BUT now, it's different. I'm letting go my EGOness, my competitiveness and everything that I'm not joining any of them again. I JUST WANT to be a normal student, who lead a simple life but at the same time shine on my own. It's just a simple one will do. Right? Chasing events, compete with the time, run up and down, persuading people, meeting here and there, facing officers and staffs, seeking help with thick face, asking for favour in return and so on. I'm done with all these things. It's time to let the juniors or other people to take over everything. I want to enjoy my third year life as a student.
It's great now. I'm slowing down my pace of life, turning around to share the moments with my friends and family members. Sometimes, it's good to have a pause button in our life, to look back how far we have been and everything. It's jus and a give and take ticket for us to reminisce the moments later on. I'm much more happier, no more wrinkles on my forehead and of course I can talk more with anyone now. I'm not rushing of time.
I'm happy NOW... :)
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